Day 58: Lt. General Charles Berg's Office [Second Shift]

[das_berg]

Upon hearing the shift change, and Harrington's subsequent announcement, Berg fought the urge to rub at his eyes. While he understood that neither himself nor Aguilar had the time to do something like work the intercom system during the day, sometimes he thought Harrington enjoyed his new responsibility a bit too much

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[das_berg]

While the soldiers still had to maintain their hold on Mr. Sechs, it appeared he'd calmed down somewhat. Hopefully he could steer the conversation into smoother territory from here, but Berg would simply have to see how things played out. Considering the circumstances, some people were bound to act in unpredictable ways. That was part of what made them so interesting.

"Well, I can't make any promises about what people call you outside of this office," the officer responded, apparently unshaken by that nasty bit of sarcasm. "But I decided it's only fair to loosen those kinds of restrictions for the duration of our meeting. Like I said, this isn't a game or an experiment."

Even so, he didn't expect that alone to ease all tensions...not by a long shot. But at least it was one of the easier compromises he could make.

"It's simply a conversation -- nothing more, nothing less," Berg answered once he heard Mr. Sechs' question. "I'm willing to discuss whatever you'd like. Although, I should say upfront that some things are confidential, so I may not always be able to go into detail." As lax as he was about the name thing, he couldn't budge an inch on those kinds of matters.

"But you're free to ask whatever you'd like," the officer added. "The only thing I ask in return is that you answer this: do you know anything about the man named Marc?"

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"Just a conversation?" Sechs scoffed, crossing his arms and giving another nasty glare at the two soldiers behind him. "Why do I have trouble believing that?"

Despite the General's declaimer about keeping confidential information out of reach, it dawned on Sechs that this was probably his only chance to get some straight answers from the people responsible for his entrapment. His body tensed up slightly from a shot of adrenaline at the possibility. He had so many questions and demands for the General sitting behind the desk, yet could he really trust him to speak the truth?

And then came the catch; Berg wanted information about Marc, the man on the radio whom Sechs had recently lost precious trust on. The Replica barely knew anything about the man, just that he was on the outside and likely part of that "Second World" group. Ever since Sechs began taking his radio with him, he had only received bits of information from Marc, all of which barely satisfied the Replica's need for answers. Marc's instructions to find that note hadn't come without consequence either, leaving Sechs with the burden of doubt and guilt over whether he had done the right thing or not. To top it all off, the last time Sechs had heard from the radio man, he had been in cahoots with that damn Martin Landel himself! The resentment and distrust Sechs felt towards Marc twisted and throbbed inside his chest like a ball of barbwire. All of it was enough for Sechs to rat that bastard out, but...

Sechs' frown worsened as he contemplated the situation. He may have lost his trust with the radio man, but he considered the military to be a far greater foe. Giving up information to General Berg could cause worse things to befall Sechs and his fellow prisoners. Sechs felt bad enough over his possible failure to protect the secrets of Marc's note as it is. The radio man may have betrayed everyone by siding with Landel, but Sechs wasn't going to do the same thing by siding with the military!

Still, there was a chance that the military already suspected Sechs of knowing more than he was willing to tell, Berg could call him out on that and end their pleasant conversation. This whole meeting may appear to be some harmless little interrogation, but Sechs viewed it as a battleground for answers. Berg had made his first move, but Sechs planned to counter it with a question that had burned inside him for over a week.

"Ah, I get it! This is just a trade of information, huh?" Sechs said, narrowing his eyes at Berg. "Well, let me ask this first: Tell me where Alita is, and don't act all stupid about it!" he demanded with a snarl. "She 'visited' me awhile back, calling herself 'Yoko' and mistaking me for someone else. Where is she? What are you doing with her and where do you have her locked up? Tell me that!"

[das_berg]

One could certainly call it a "trade of information", but Berg didn't necessarily require answers from Mr. Sechs to continue their chat. That didn't seem to be the case for Mr. Sechs, however. Berg wasn't surprised. Dr. Jones had been particularly concerned about receiving visits from his father, and it was easy to imagine that there were others with similar worries.

"I can understand why you'd feel upset about what happened," Berg said, "but we haven't locked her up. We're not 'keeping' her anywhere, either. She came here to visit you on her own, and I presume she safely returned to her current place of residence once she was finished."

Leaning back in his chair, he calmly regarded the subject across from him. "It may sound difficult to believe, but you have my word as an officer. If it were a matter of confidentiality, I'd simply say so rather than lie about it."

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General Berg's reply came as shock to the Replica, like a sudden strike from behind that sent his mind reeling with confusion. Sechs could only stutter for a moment before he could counter that verbal attack with an angry lashing of his own.

"C-came on her own?!" Sechs exclaimed. He tried to jump to his feet again, but the silent sentinels beside him grasped his upper arms and kept him seated. Another pained grunt escaped Sechs as his sensitive right arm came under fire again from the soldier's grip, forcing him to halt his struggles. Resisting the urge to fight back, Sechs forced his attention back to Berg. This battle wasn't over just yet!

"Don't tell me she went through all the trouble of getting down from Ketheres just to visit me and treat me like I'm someone else! Hogwash!" he loudly snapped, "You got her brainwashed, didn't you?! Either that or you got some Alita look-a-like who thinks I'm some brother named Cody!" Sechs accused the General. With the pent-up anger Sechs had, Berg should have been glad that the two soldiers were keeping the furious Replica a safe distance away from him!

"All of that is just sick!" he snarled, angrily spitting at the floor to show his disgust. "And I bet you got some crap story about the experiments that go on here too, huh?!"

[das_berg]

As expected, Mr. Sechs wasn't satisfied with Berg's response. One would think he'd at least be glad she wasn't trapped in this facility, that she was living a normal, productive life somewhere. But people often became touchy whenever matters like personal identity were involved.

"If she visited you, then I would imagine she's been integrated into society and is freely living her life," he answered. Brainwashed was such a harsh term, after all. "Wherever she is, she's safe, and is not being mistreated or harmed by us in any way."

Of course, the subject's grievances didn't seem to end there. He appeared quite upset about some of their methods, going as far as to spit on the floor. That was hardly surprising, considering he wore both the SC and MU pins.

"You're free to vent your anger and frustration all you'd like, Mr. Sechs," he stated with a politely neutral expression, "but please don't dirty my office in the process." Berg had no intention of derailing the conversation, though, which was why quickly moved onto his question concerning experiments.

"As for our other activities," he continued, "they're necessary for the continuation of this project. That's why we've tried to recognize and reward your achievements, rather than adopt Martin Landel's approach."

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Now the soldiers had to really fight to keep Sechs down. The Replica was nearly spitting with fury as he struggled against the guard's grip. "WHAT?! Whaddya mean she's integrated into society and freely living her life?!" Sechs demanded, not wanting to believe what he just heard. It made no sense to him! The stoic General sitting behind the desk had to be lying!

"Why is it okay that you call me Sechs, yet you think its just fine and dandy for Alita to live a fucking lie as someone named Yoko?!" Sechs demanded, "Make up your damn mind!"

Sechs let out a brutish snort at Berg's request for cleanliness, fluttering some hairs away from his face as he glowered at his host. He would have been no more than happy to add more of his personal touches to the office, but the guards had roughly pulled him back against the chair. Offending the General too much could end their discussion as well, leaving Sechs with little answers. "What does kidnapping and torturing people have to do with all this, huh?!" he growled at the General's cold statement, "Just what kind of sick science project do you have going on here?!"

With his arm throbbing painfully from all the struggling, Sechs tried to squirm out of the soldier's clutches, but after his offense against General Berg's immaculate office, they were not keen on giving Sechs any space to move. Sechs' head was beginning to spin from his rage and pain, but he managed to keep the conversation on track. He was far too enraged with the General to give away any helpful information about Marc. For now, the more he could get out of Berg, the more likely Sechs could get something sensible out of him -- hopefully...

"If was more comfortable here, I'd be showing you the scars I got from one of your crazy doctors! What he did to me has been tormenting me since!" Sechs snarled, his breaths burdened by the growing mass of agonized emotions raging inside his ribcage. "What is the point of putting us all through this shit?! I know a few people who sure as hell don't deserve it! Your 'rewards' mean NOTHING!"

[das_berg]

"That's what you'd like to be called, isn't it?" Berg asked. "In your friend's case, she wants to be called Yoko now. That's what it boils down to for me. Unfortunately, I personally can't speak for the rest of the program since I wasn't the one who designed it in the first place."

Besides, as things stood, their success rates were too high to change those sorts of regulations. There was no practical need for it.

The officer patiently listened to Sechs' furious barrage of questions, his arms folding over his chest. His men were keeping him tightly in place, something Berg would rather they not have to do. But in the subject's case, it was better to hold him down, rather than let him face the consequences of an attempted attack on a commanding officer.

"Don't misunderstand me," he calmly answered after a moment. "I'm not sitting here because I enjoy this project. It's costly to maintain, and, quite frankly, taxing to run." Sitting locked in their offices, twirling their proverbial mustaches, and playing the part of a wicked, mad scientist -- that was more Dr. Landel's style than their own.

But, his own personal feelings toward the institute aside, Berg knew what he and General Aguilar had to do. For a soldier like himself, that was more than enough.

Expression growing more stony, he gazed across his desk at Sechs. "I'm curious. What lengths would you personally go to in order to protect everything you knew and cared about?"

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General Berg's answer did nothing to ease Sechs' cravings for answers about Alita; it only troubled the agitated Replica even more! If Alita was really out there living as "Yoko", then all of Sechs' efforts to find his Original in the institute had been fruitless. What was worse was the finality to General Berg's statement, it seemed everything he had said on the matter was all Sechs was going to get about Alita...

Gritting his teeth against his growing despair, Sechs was forced to drop his nagging questions about his Original's fate. The Replica's furious posture slumped beneath the guard's hands, but his wolfish eyes remained furiously focused on Berg. "Hmph! Try being one of the guinea pigs for your taxing project!" Sechs bitterly scoffed, "Then come back and tell me just how difficult it is to maintain your little institute!"

Sechs yearned for more answers; he wanted to demand the truth behind the reasoning of the institute's existence. He badly wanted to ask why, why was all of this happening? What was the point of it all? Yet the next words to come out from the stone cold officer left Sechs feeling taken aback. The Replica could only sit there, his scowling face briefly flickered into an expression of surprise. "I..."

"What lengths would I go to protect everything... everyone I know and care about..." Sechs pondered to himself, his face shadowed by brooding mask. "What do I have that is worthy enough to do all that? What would a true warrior do...?"

It was then that a series of memories rushed through Sechs' mind like the sudden arrival of a whirling sandstorm. Sechs relived a stark memory back from his time in the space colony of Leviathan 1. Perched upon Alita's shoulder in the tiny robot body Sechs occupied then, they were following Zazie in the midst of their journey to end a war game that used children as target practice. Sechs had seen Zazie as an impressive fighter, and piped up an important question: "Hey know-it-all! What's the essential quality of a true warrior?!"

"Loyalty to one’s master," was Zazie's answer.

Sechs had scoffed at the reply, but Zazie continued, "...A master does not have to be a person, but a cause worth dying for. It is an idea that never wavers in the face of death..."

Sechs returned to the present with those powerful words echoing within his consciousness, and he refocused his gaze back towards Berg with an expression just as reserved as the General's. The Replica mentally pieced together his answer. Ever since his fight with Whophon and his experiences in the institute, Sechs was slowly beginning to grasp the sort of master he would fight for... A cause worth dying for...

Trembling slightly, Sechs thought of his companions and everything he learned from them; including the support, strength and sorrow he gained through their friendship. He recalled his first experience of a new sort of anger he had never felt before, one which flared up at the sight of seeing innocents put under the mercy of tyrants. He was no longer fighting just for himself, but for others as well. Was that what a true warrior did?

Another moment of silence dragged by before the Replica clenched his fingers into his crossed arms and readied himself with a deep breath.

"I'd... I'd give my life," Sechs finally answered, his voice quiet but steady. It was a question which Sechs thought he could never answer until now, and his reply reverberated throughout his entire being. As his personal revelation nourished his warrior spirit, the trembling in his body gently eased off and his posture straightened up against the soldier's hold.

Following his answer, Sechs' eyes narrowed dangerously at General Berg as his combative mind realized the reason behind the man's question. "And it wouldn't involve causing hell for innocent people like what you and Landel have been doing!" he added with a snap, flashing his teeth through an open scowl at Berg. "Was that what your question's about then? What I'd do if I were in your shoes or something?" he snorted with contempt. "You still haven't told me what the whole point of this institute is..."

[das_berg]

It took the subject a moment to give his answer, but Berg patiently waited and listened. He could understand the sentiment behind his answer all too well. But that wasn't to say they were necessarily cut from the same cloth. There were too many differences between them and their experiences.

"Spoken like a true soldier," Berg said with a nod, faint approval coloring his tone. "Of course, for some there comes a time when they must contemplate the possibility that their life simply isn't enough to keep such things safe. If it were a matter of sacrificing our lives to successfully perform our duty, there wouldn't be any question of what we should do, and this institute wouldn't exist."

But the world was seldom so black and white. Sometimes choices had to be made -- difficult ones that made the more faint of heart cringe in horror and disgust.

"Unfortunately, that's not where we're at," Berg quietly continued. The remainder of his coffee had cooled by now, but he wasn't in any hurry to pour himself more. "Simply put, this facility is helping us protect our future."

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...Like a true soldier... Sechs couldn't help but let out a soft, hollow chuckle at that, yet no smile came upon his lips. It was sickeningly ironic that he would finally be called "true" of some sort, not just a lousy copy, by someone who he considered to be a great enemy. He would have rather heard words like that from someone he admired or had a strong rivalry with, like Zazie and even Alita... But no thanks to the tyrants running the institute, they were far out of Sechs' reach, and he was no close to fighting on even grounds with the powers which had entrapped him, including the General sitting across from him.

The Replica slowly shook his shaggy head, refusing to accept that rare little gem of a compliment from the General. His pride may have been badly battered, but no amount of praise from enemies like General Aguilar's men and Landel would ever ease his injured spirit. Sechs was a warrior, not a soldier who mindlessly followed orders, that was what struck the solid line between him and Berg.

Sechs felt a painful jab at his heart when the matter of one's worth was brought up. "What is the worth of my life...?" Sechs thought to himself, his words echoing the same ones he cried out in a dream he once experienced during the Z.O.T Tournament, one filled with rage and despair so intense that he almost lost himself in its agonizing depths. That question still haunted Sechs since, and the effects of his M-U quite favored that particular insecurity. Sechs still had no solid answer to that question, as he was still constantly reminded of the fact that he was "just some Replica"... He could only glower at General Berg, wishing to make the man eat his own words and then some.

The former android could sense that they were nearing the end of the conversation. Another small shot of adrenalin entered Sechs' system, and his fury eased off into desperate frustration. "Protect your future?" he asked, his angry scowl twisted with confusion and even a hint of apprehension. "Protect it from what? What's so bad about this threat that's gotten you to stoop down to such sick levels? Why?!"

[das_berg]

The further their conversation progressed, the more emotional Sechs became -- that much was obvious. However, he'd at least contained himself well enough in order to keep their conversation going. Given all he'd been through within the institute, Berg privately considered his efforts quite admirable. Then again, it was only natural he'd want answers. Anyone would.

"That, unfortunately, I'm not at liberty to say," Berg answered. There was a tinge of regret in his voice, and it was sincere. "It is, however, necessary, which is why we're sitting here today. If the initial plans had been up to me, perhaps things would have been different, but..."

They hadn't, so it was useless to speculate now.

"As things stand now, our success rate here is too high for anyone to suggest changes," he calmly added. "This program works, and we need it. That's all I can say on the matter."

If he'd been younger, he might have apologized for the grief and pain Sechs had suffered. But he was experienced enough to know that such sentiments were hollow words so long as nothing could be done to change the situation. Besides, that was of little consequence now. He had a cause, and there was no use for sorrow or pity.

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No minute amount of regret, pity or sympathy that came with Berg's answer could ease the Replica's agonizing hunger for answers. Sechs could only sit helplessly beneath the soldier's grip, glaring at Berg with all the hatred he could muster in his yellow eyes. His entire body visibly cringed against the rage that howled for release from his heart.

Sechs was forced to accept that it was just no use to get anymore answers from Berg; like trying to break down that one metal door on the second floor of the institute, Sechs had no access to what he needed. After all Sechs and everyone he knew went through, they were all just as lost and oblivious as rats in a maze; the General might as well had thrown salt into Sechs' deepened wounds!

Bowing his head slightly but keeping his eyes locked on Berg, Sechs released a beastly snort at his opponent. He saw no other end to this battle than in a begrudged draw...

"Fine," Sechs said, his low voice barely steady against his boiling rage. "If you're not gonna tell me about the purpose of your sick little project, then you can forget getting any information about Marc from me!"

With a defiant scowl, Sechs delivered his stubborn statement as a final strike against the impassive General. Sechs didn't care what could happen next, he was done with Berg's mind games! According to Sechs, their conversation was over, and yet he was barely any the wiser from it...