yeh ok.
My life is seriously in need of a change. It's being so much more then a bitch to me at the moment, just as i start living and loving life to it's fullest, my family pulls me back down, and now my wonderful little world is crumbling beneath me. why does this always happen? why is it some 'higher' asshole wants me to be miserable everytime i begin to put that smile back on my face. I need nothing right now, i wish i didn't even have the oxygen to breath in, if i really want i'd cut my supply of life essentials right before my eyes, and leave the life that no one would long for, but you know what? i've tought myself to be stronger then that, what ever doesnt break me, makes me right? well fuck it, if anyone's to fuck me over from this day out, i'm cutting them from my life ...if that includes my family, so be it. I wasn't put on this earth to serve as anyones punching bag, i'm sick of peoples shit/