Aug 24, 2005 12:06
ok here's an actual entry. Not too much to say other than just waiting... for school to start... senior pictures... job to call... so much stuff I'm anxious about and don't know really what to do with myself. So yeah this time tomm. it'll be offical I'll be a senior! I'm mixed up about it.
1.) I'm happy cuz only one more semester of school until college!
2.) I'm sad cuz I don't feel as if I've accomplished anything, or left an impression at all.
3.) I feel as if I should already be out I don't feel like I'm still in high school and no one thinks that I am.
I dono, mixed up.
Not a whole lot to talk about that I feel like talking about. I do wanna say sorry to Will for how I was acting this morning I being weird. I'm just so anxious I dono what to do with myself. For some reason I didn't really wanna be held. and I did feel kinda sick that was not a lie. I love you very much and I'll try to feel better. I proably will tomm. after school gets started. not all this anxiety will go away but some of it will. Just don't worry about me it's no big deal I'll be fine.
... thinkin what should I write...?
There's not anything to say. Saw people I hadn't seen in forever yesterday!... hung out with Samm... then will and jeff too. good times
ok gonna go.
bye
Britt