lifes a dream and deaths reality
well i dont HOW to feel at the moment, my sister is being so horrible to me lately, and i feel rly rly bad.... cos i HATE arguing with her or N E ONE and she is quite a violent argumentative person, so nothing like me, and like always i just gave in and let her have it her way.... i feel worse cos i was arguing and STUPID me had the freaking mike around my head and now i think about it i should have turned it off :( i feel terrible for that. BUT it was all sorted out and my mum and her came to some sorta agreement and as usual i am just on the side having to agree with it all like in reality i dont matter, I HATE THE WAY I AM, n e other person wud av punched her or kept arguing or SUMTHING and me the soft little bastard sits and takes all she throws at me... sorry for the language..just, the more i think about it the more upset i get *sigh* HAPPY THOUGHTS!!
i was thinking of callin my friends and asking them if they wanted to WALK:) to the cinema w/me to for the hell of it, and its like..ummm, h.o i'll go on this website and see how many miles that is... ok i got it, its 7.67miles / 12.34km walk so yea, about..2hrs or more walk to there? idk, never done it b4 lol, but it wud be fun, i heart walking places:) BUT dan is at work..marsden isnt answerin his phone and i av no idea where wilson is atm so lifes sucky! i just got home from work too, lol, so i need to do sumthing fun!! so bored and my sis wants me to get off now, how bout FUCK OFF *weeps* i cant say that, and wont...you know that feeling in ur stomache where idk, its weird and u know that eventually ur gonna snap and just like, rly bitch at someone...i think i will go lock myself in my bedroom for now, maybe i got some homework or sumthin...toodles my loves ! :)
i was thinking of callin my friends and asking them if they wanted to WALK:) to the cinema w/me to for the hell of it, and its like..ummm, h.o i'll go on this website and see how many miles that is... ok i got it, its 7.67miles / 12.34km walk so yea, about..2hrs or more walk to there? idk, never done it b4 lol, but it wud be fun, i heart walking places:) BUT dan is at work..marsden isnt answerin his phone and i av no idea where wilson is atm so lifes sucky! i just got home from work too, lol, so i need to do sumthing fun!! so bored and my sis wants me to get off now, how bout FUCK OFF *weeps* i cant say that, and wont...you know that feeling in ur stomache where idk, its weird and u know that eventually ur gonna snap and just like, rly bitch at someone...i think i will go lock myself in my bedroom for now, maybe i got some homework or sumthin...toodles my loves ! :)