I snorted coke for the last time today
I complained about how the germans don't quite float my boat anymore. I explained about my Christmas job and my pre-op..only hoping I won't be bed ridden for too long. I explained how I still think of Camille Rose Garcia and Salvador Dali and Gala even when you were'nt around. I explained I still see the smile in the dark and that the ducks don't swim in this pond anymore. I explained that when I run barefoot I only feel sorry for you, your barbie doll looks and empty fish bowl head, your writers block and coke snorting social disease. You and your poshe photos of anoerxic models and vanityX 10. I explained I am planning to sink to the other side of the world only on the bottom of the ocean again and again to lose myself in the world and just "get lost"..I explained a whole lot didn't I? I explained alot, you just didn't listen.