once more with feeling
dad's back in the hospital for more surgery.
and we just hit the ONE year mark of all this bullshit going down.
ugh.
so, after hanging out in recovery with la sister potteiger and a nurse and DAD, i started to get flashbacks and started freaking out and made mara drive me home, where i proceded to smoke a pack of smokes and continue to freak out.
ugh.
so in an effort to STOP having panic attacks, i am taking moi's self to la beach. i might even have a margarita at cactus.
TAKE THAT PANIC ATTACKS! TEQUILA!
and scene.
and we just hit the ONE year mark of all this bullshit going down.
ugh.
so, after hanging out in recovery with la sister potteiger and a nurse and DAD, i started to get flashbacks and started freaking out and made mara drive me home, where i proceded to smoke a pack of smokes and continue to freak out.
ugh.
so in an effort to STOP having panic attacks, i am taking moi's self to la beach. i might even have a margarita at cactus.
TAKE THAT PANIC ATTACKS! TEQUILA!
and scene.