Papa Roach
I Tear my heart open i sewed myself shut my weakness is i care too much and the scars remind me the past is real i tear my heart open just to feel....
So at work today the whole time i had urges to cry,
the tears would surface but then they'd leave
and it was the worst feeling in the world
then i got super cold (still am) so Corey gave me his sweatshirt to wear for the last hour i was working
That should have made me feel wonderful but for some reason ... it didn't
i still just want to cry
i honestly don't know why
i lied
i do
but it makes no sense
i shouldn't feel like THIS
i have no reason too
6 days till i fuck up something good
6 days till i tell the world
6 days to ruin the one thing i look foward to every 6th day
it can't get any worse then this
but then again
i could never see him again
I'm lost and i need to talk but theres no one to talk to
because i've run the words dry
and my eyes leak with the stench of love or strong like
either way its not worth this
.....Scars by papa roach is how i feel right now.........
So at work today the whole time i had urges to cry,
the tears would surface but then they'd leave
and it was the worst feeling in the world
then i got super cold (still am) so Corey gave me his sweatshirt to wear for the last hour i was working
That should have made me feel wonderful but for some reason ... it didn't
i still just want to cry
i honestly don't know why
i lied
i do
but it makes no sense
i shouldn't feel like THIS
i have no reason too
6 days till i fuck up something good
6 days till i tell the world
6 days to ruin the one thing i look foward to every 6th day
it can't get any worse then this
but then again
i could never see him again
I'm lost and i need to talk but theres no one to talk to
because i've run the words dry
and my eyes leak with the stench of love or strong like
either way its not worth this
.....Scars by papa roach is how i feel right now.........