YOU MAKE ME SICK
so alright; i just gotta get this out because its killing me not having anyone to talk to right now. but what ya get a gut feeling its usually always right; right? well in my case that is true. and i have a gut feeling and have been having it since i woke up this morning at 7am. idk exactly whats going on but somethings going on and i intend to find out. i'm not an idiot & i can read a lying boy like its nothing. why do they feel the need to lie? to be sneeky? to be shady? wish there was a real answer.
my boy calls EVERYYYY morning by 740 to tell me he made it home from work (he works third shift) on sunday/monday mornings he gets off at 5am. so he should b home by 530. ---and he usually gets a ride from his new friend at work "tony" -- well today he claims he stayed at work for 2 hours extra; and so did tony--- if this was true; why feel it necessary to turn the cell phone off and no longer answer txt messages & still have not called. he makes me sick. i could throw up right now. im so tired of being decieved by the ppl i love the most. they may have stayed at work who knows, but what i do kno is that in my gut---i kno SOMETHING is up; just dont kno exactly what yet.
greaaat; now i got a damn headache from stressin. i may not need to stress at all, but idk i just know. so much for our great day we had planned.
my boy calls EVERYYYY morning by 740 to tell me he made it home from work (he works third shift) on sunday/monday mornings he gets off at 5am. so he should b home by 530. ---and he usually gets a ride from his new friend at work "tony" -- well today he claims he stayed at work for 2 hours extra; and so did tony--- if this was true; why feel it necessary to turn the cell phone off and no longer answer txt messages & still have not called. he makes me sick. i could throw up right now. im so tired of being decieved by the ppl i love the most. they may have stayed at work who knows, but what i do kno is that in my gut---i kno SOMETHING is up; just dont kno exactly what yet.
greaaat; now i got a damn headache from stressin. i may not need to stress at all, but idk i just know. so much for our great day we had planned.