to Meghan
meghan im going to miss you so much :( i loved working with you cause i knew we could laugh and talk girl talk and all that. i was looking forward to all of us going to dinner one time.. it would have been hilarious. i dont think i would've been able to contain myself lol.. i wish there was something i could've done more. i wish we hung out more like we were planning to but im glad we got to at 2am that one time to dunkin donuts and the secret santa shopping. everything is so hindsight now, you know? but you had such a big heart. you had your mood swings and everyone has their issues but you had a huge heart and i knew that and i never held shit against you like that. i was trying to call you all weekend and your phone was off. i knew something wasn't right cause your phone is never off. i wanted to see if you wanted to go shopping for jen's baby shower but i ended up going with corey cause i couldn't get a hold of you. i'll show up for you though. im so sorry that the last time we talked it was about that picture that you tagged of me and corey. i feel so shitty for telling you to take it off. it's just a stupid picture. i felt really weird cause we ended on a bad note and for some reason it didn't feel right. i felt like something wasn't right but i figured i'd talk to you over the weekend or at work. all i can say is i wish i had done things differently.. everything is hindsight. i'm praying for you, girl. i love you and i miss you. and i can't stop crying or thinking about the whole thing. i've never had someone die that was even remotely close to me like that.. that was young. it hurts and i hope i can stay strong today at work because i haven't been good since i came home last night. everyone was quiet and shocked. i'm really going to miss coming into work and being happy that you're working that day. I'm so fucking sad. i love you. i miss you so much.. RIP
John 14:1-3
"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me. In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am."
Revelation 21:4
He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."
John 14:1-3
"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me. In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am."
Revelation 21:4
He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."