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[damn_cynic]

I went to communion last night. It felt so good to be back in the Lord's presence. I started bawling without even service beginning. This lady that was sitting behind me came up to me to give me a hug, introduce herself and exchanged words and towards the end of the service she put her hand on me to pray with me. Just walking into His presence ... he spoke to me so much last night. I cried so much my eyes were swollen this morning and I absolutely freaked out. I don't understand how people go through life without Him. He's so giving, loving, merciful, faithful... even through all the bad things I've done lately, he has protected me and still blessed me and forgiven me and answered my prayers. Again, I'm blown away.. awestruck and completely unworthy...This is life though.. that's the beauty of it all.

I've got my memories
They're always
Inside of me
But I can't go back
Back to how it was
I believe now
I've seen too much
But I can't go back
Back to how it was
Created for a place
I've never known

Chorus:
This is home
Now I'm finally
Where I belong
Where I belong
Yeah, this is home
I've been searching
For a place of my own
Now I've found it
Maybe this is home
Yeah, this is home

Belief over misery
I've seen the enemy
And I won't go back
Back to how it was
And I got my heart
Set on
What happens next
I got my eyes wide
It's not over yet
We are miracles
And we're not alone

(Chorus)

And now after all
My searching
After all my questions
I'm gonna call it home
I got a brand new mindset
I can finally see

The sunset
I'm gonna call it home

(Chorus)

Now I know
Yeah, this is home

I've come too far
Now I won't go back
This is home