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I'm wondering if I should get an xray of my brain. I'm having headaches every single day and its aggravating as hell.
so i bombed my orgo test. everyone did. today in class, he was like, "Uhhhhhhh I have the raw scores but I don't want to show you guys them. They weren't good. And I'm trying to figure out a good curve, it's going to be fairly large. But I don't want to show you guys the raw scores cause you'll go running out the door screaming to the registrars office to drop the course." So that's not really good.
And then I couldnt study at all last night for my calc test this morning. my stupid dad was bitching ALL night calling me names, this and that about the phone bill. It's BS and long story short, i proved him wrong and so-- to get him to shut the hell up, i'm buying my own cheap basic phone plan. it's either that or have no phone at all. we don't have a house phone line so i have to have some sort of phone. sigh. this means i have to drop my sponsorship with world vision. sucks, but i'll resume when i get more money...anyways so im pretty sure i didn't do so well on the calc test because my mind kept blanking out.. because i couldnt study last night and i couldnt sleep either. now i'm actually contemplating dropping or auditing the course. I have NEVER done that before. A bunch of students in calc thats in orgo with me are dropping or have dropped calc. they find orgo more important. I don't want to do that because i'm a tight schedule here. sigh anyways.
i'm so incredibly unmotivated. i'm depressed, i'm tired, i'm sick of life, i'm sick of everything. i just need to get off on my own and this economy has gone to such shit especially in sfla where everything is inflated 20 times more.. that its impossible to get off on my own. i'm planning on moving a year from now. i dont care where, but not sfla. im apping to a lot of schools up the east coast. i dont care. i need out.
family is coming.. gotta go help grams .. shes bitching about vacuuming. sigh.
so i bombed my orgo test. everyone did. today in class, he was like, "Uhhhhhhh I have the raw scores but I don't want to show you guys them. They weren't good. And I'm trying to figure out a good curve, it's going to be fairly large. But I don't want to show you guys the raw scores cause you'll go running out the door screaming to the registrars office to drop the course." So that's not really good.
And then I couldnt study at all last night for my calc test this morning. my stupid dad was bitching ALL night calling me names, this and that about the phone bill. It's BS and long story short, i proved him wrong and so-- to get him to shut the hell up, i'm buying my own cheap basic phone plan. it's either that or have no phone at all. we don't have a house phone line so i have to have some sort of phone. sigh. this means i have to drop my sponsorship with world vision. sucks, but i'll resume when i get more money...anyways so im pretty sure i didn't do so well on the calc test because my mind kept blanking out.. because i couldnt study last night and i couldnt sleep either. now i'm actually contemplating dropping or auditing the course. I have NEVER done that before. A bunch of students in calc thats in orgo with me are dropping or have dropped calc. they find orgo more important. I don't want to do that because i'm a tight schedule here. sigh anyways.
i'm so incredibly unmotivated. i'm depressed, i'm tired, i'm sick of life, i'm sick of everything. i just need to get off on my own and this economy has gone to such shit especially in sfla where everything is inflated 20 times more.. that its impossible to get off on my own. i'm planning on moving a year from now. i dont care where, but not sfla. im apping to a lot of schools up the east coast. i dont care. i need out.
family is coming.. gotta go help grams .. shes bitching about vacuuming. sigh.