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Calclululus is starting to get deep, but not deep enough for me to start doing the homework yet.
I read orgo 1 last, I got to page 16. so what is that? 100 or so pages left to go by Thursday. heh. People were telling me congrats today and that i'm moving along hahaha.
So instead of coming home and reading, I went to the mall to see if I could spend my gift cards from christmas. I was so willing to try anything and everything on . i Just wanted to purchase something CUTE. whether it was shoes, a shirt, jeans or jewelry. I don't know what is going on but broward mall is lacking pretty bad! There is like nothing in inventory anywhere! I feel like they're going to be getting new things soon... HOPEFULLY! jeesh..so i bought some lip gloss from bath and body works and some antibacterial gel and i got a free trial size of this really cool face mosturizer. i dont know if it's better than my dior yet its definitely silky though! and so i smell pretty because i put on a trillion different perfumes and lotions from bath and body works and victoria's secret
oh jeez, this nestor guy just im'd me again and asked if he could entertain me for a little while. errrrrr how do you let someone down nicely? I'm starting to conclude that there's no such thing. It always ends up getting nasty. I don't understand why he's trying to get attached to me, i NEVER see him and he JUST recently started talking to me like this. i''m not interested. I guess I should just throw him on block? I dont know, I guess I'm scared he'll somehow run into me somewhere around town and get rude wtih me. ugh
So i weighed myself this morning.. and i'm down another pound! That's 8 pounds in one week!
man i can't get it off my mind how determined i am to get thsi freaking weight off me .AT LEAST 20 pounds has to go but definitely 30 at some point! and then once i hit that benchmark, i'm gonna try to lose 10 more pounds. but last time (atkins), my body would NOT break that barrier. i just wouldnt come off no matter what.
my parents are almost home from grandmas. apparently they stopped and got some greek food from tampa .. i HAVE to refrain. its fattening and well im also doing dissections at school (and tomorrow as well) and I have been having trouble stomaching meat lately.
i can't believe my birthday is next week. ill be at school til 2 and thankfully anatomy lab is cancelled that week (GOD Is so good!) So thats exciting. Though i'm not doing anything, its just good to not be at LAB AT NIGHT on my birthday. Now that i'm thinking, i'm betting that the reason my parents went up to my grandmother's was to do some more house work for her to get money for our birthdays. my grandmother has been giving them opportunities to make some money so i bet thats what happened. who knows whats going to happen. i have no idea when or if my dad is even gonna get paid anymore.... sighhhhhh!
well time to read!
I read orgo 1 last, I got to page 16. so what is that? 100 or so pages left to go by Thursday. heh. People were telling me congrats today and that i'm moving along hahaha.
So instead of coming home and reading, I went to the mall to see if I could spend my gift cards from christmas. I was so willing to try anything and everything on . i Just wanted to purchase something CUTE. whether it was shoes, a shirt, jeans or jewelry. I don't know what is going on but broward mall is lacking pretty bad! There is like nothing in inventory anywhere! I feel like they're going to be getting new things soon... HOPEFULLY! jeesh..so i bought some lip gloss from bath and body works and some antibacterial gel and i got a free trial size of this really cool face mosturizer. i dont know if it's better than my dior yet its definitely silky though! and so i smell pretty because i put on a trillion different perfumes and lotions from bath and body works and victoria's secret
oh jeez, this nestor guy just im'd me again and asked if he could entertain me for a little while. errrrrr how do you let someone down nicely? I'm starting to conclude that there's no such thing. It always ends up getting nasty. I don't understand why he's trying to get attached to me, i NEVER see him and he JUST recently started talking to me like this. i''m not interested. I guess I should just throw him on block? I dont know, I guess I'm scared he'll somehow run into me somewhere around town and get rude wtih me. ugh
So i weighed myself this morning.. and i'm down another pound! That's 8 pounds in one week!
man i can't get it off my mind how determined i am to get thsi freaking weight off me .AT LEAST 20 pounds has to go but definitely 30 at some point! and then once i hit that benchmark, i'm gonna try to lose 10 more pounds. but last time (atkins), my body would NOT break that barrier. i just wouldnt come off no matter what.
my parents are almost home from grandmas. apparently they stopped and got some greek food from tampa .. i HAVE to refrain. its fattening and well im also doing dissections at school (and tomorrow as well) and I have been having trouble stomaching meat lately.
i can't believe my birthday is next week. ill be at school til 2 and thankfully anatomy lab is cancelled that week (GOD Is so good!) So thats exciting. Though i'm not doing anything, its just good to not be at LAB AT NIGHT on my birthday. Now that i'm thinking, i'm betting that the reason my parents went up to my grandmother's was to do some more house work for her to get money for our birthdays. my grandmother has been giving them opportunities to make some money so i bet thats what happened. who knows whats going to happen. i have no idea when or if my dad is even gonna get paid anymore.... sighhhhhh!
well time to read!