I say it again and again

Feb 03, 2008 00:16

So I had just got finished eating lunch -- a sub that, for some reason this time, was doused with vinegar. And I go back into work and this old woman comes up to the counter... and she's bleeding bad. It looks like she has stitches but she didn't. Apparently, she had just fallen at home and she was there to pick up gauze and whatever else the pharmacist recommended. But while she was standing there for about 5 minutes, I could just smell this strong stench of vinegar just eminating off of her doused paper towel rags covering her arms. I nearly threw up my lunch. Poor woman. What I don't understand is how do these old women know how to fall in such a way to make it look like they just came out of a horror film? It blows my mind. This has been the second lady that was just completely mangled because she fell. The other one got tripped by her puppy. I'm assuming it's because of aging and they get older and fragile and what not. But wow!

Life has been interesting lately. Today I had mood swings in the morning due to the monthly cycle starting, but I had control of them. And it all subsided after about 45 minutes. Interestingly enough, regardless of how ridiculously busy it was at work, I managed to come out happy in the end. And I give all credit to God and the Bible. I've been completely getting answers to my prayers for His presence, mercy and grace lately, today being one of them. I am just so fascinated with Christ lately -- more so than ever. I feel like I'm on that spiritual high again like I was when I was living with the church. I am so blessed and overwhelmed with joy today. He is present with me and I feel it so much. I love when He does this!  I feel like that verse in the bible where God says he will bless you so much that it will be overrunning. I forget the exact verse or even where it's at. I'm still learning so much but, that's how I feel today. I'm so happy today for no particular reason other than the fact that I am so in love with Christ. It brings tears to my eyes. I am truly truly happy. I love Him!! I have been so immersed in the Bible tonight. I didn't even read organic chemistry. I noticed as I was reading and the more I read, the more the feeling of happiness multiplied and the more God spoke with me. It is so intense, it is so joyful and happy. I can't even begin to explain it other than the fact that --well it's 12:30AM on a Saturday night and I'm reading the bible! (and now documenting that!) I called up grandma, too, and we talked Bible and Christ and his presence. He amazes me so much, I can't stop talking about it, but... I must digress..for now.

I talked to Brittney today .. my friend from Tallahassee. I am so HAPPY for her. She is pregnant again and expecting another little one with her husband in September. They invited me up to come stay with them for the weekend again and I'm really going to try to plan that out. I haven't even seen her first baby and he's almost 1½ years old now! He's adorable. Her whole family is adorable, she's so blessed. I wish I was able to have a husband and family now, but my day will come! I enjoy kids. So I got her address and I'm going to send her a card or something little for now.. and something for the little one.

I listened to the Dave Matthews Band CD today and the other day.. what a whirl trip down memory lane. I never thought I could listen to it again, but I am finding myself enjoying it once again.

I went rollerblading last night. I was upset because my strap is missing from the blade somehow. I could've easily rolled my ankle. I have to look into purchasing new blades some time in the future. I felt so good after blading for a mile. I only did a mile but at least I did something! I wanted to blade this morning but I was so exhausted and I had a long day ahead of me.... ah well.  I hope to tomorrow hopefully before church. Church! I am so excited church is tomorrow. Pastor Gary's continuing the study of Romans, it's been pretty good so far. I haven't heard these sermons before. I asked him when he's going to do his sermon on Revelations again. It's been about  4 years, and he said it's been on his heart to do it again sometime soon and it's in the works. I'm excited for that because I've been reading William Barclay's book on Revelations. It's pretty deep and he does an awesome job explaining things.

I have a lot to do tomorrow for school. I have two lab write ups, some calc homework and a lot of orgo reading!

OH, I purchased some listerine the other day from work. I got a big bottle for $2.55. I'm proud of my good buy! I also bought two got2b hair styling products that came out to 4 bucks and some change! Very happy about that. My sister yells at me when I use her stuff. I give it to my sister though, she's a good shopper and can really pick out some good stuff. I suck at it but I'm still learning.. or trying to learn!

My parents aren't talking. Stupid arguments about money. They'll get over it someday. Tensions are always tight around here especially for the past two years. It's ok though... things will be okay.

I called Princess today... she's cool! Very intelligent. We started talking about the Bible, too. She was helping me with Nova's pharmacy admissions, too..

I really want to go to Eikon Friday. I wish they'd play Sweep Me Away but I don't know what happened to the lead singer?? He was awesome.

Well, I should get some sleep. I'm going to make one last phone call before I go to sleep.

May God Bless you!!!

"Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in Him and are filled with an inexpressible joy." - 1 Peter 1:8

Take a look at the mountain
Stretching a mile high
Take a look at the ocean
Far as your eye can see
And think of me

Take a look at the desert
Do you feel like a grain of sand?
I am with you wherever
Where you go is where I am
And I'm always thinking of you
Take a look around you
I'm spelling it out one by one

I love you more than the sun
And the stars that I taught how to shine
You are mine and you shine for me to
I love you
Yesterday
And today
And tomorrow
I'll say it again and again
I love you more

Just a face in the city
Just a tear on a crowded street
But you are one in a million
And you belong to me
And I want you to know
I'm not letting go
Even when you come undone

I love you more than the sun
And the stars that I taught how to shine
You are mine and you shine for me to
I love you
Yesterday
And today
And tomorrow
I'll say it again and again
I love you more
I love you more

Shine for me
Shine for me
Shine on, shine on
Shine for me

I love you more than the sun
And the stars that I taught how to shine
You are mine and you shine for me to
I love you
Yesterday
And today
And tomorrow
I'll say it again and again
I love you more

I love you more than the sun
And the stars that I taught how to shine
You are mine and you shine for me to
I love you
Yeaterday
And today
Through the joy
And the pain
I say it again and again
I love you more
I love you more

And I see you
And I made you
And I love you more than you can imagine
More than you can fathom
I love you more than the sun
And you shine for me
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