aggravation
hmm. how do i describe today? i can't! First, I had this really cool peaceful dream last night. I was like best best friends wtih this dolphin. I always went out to feed him because he was really skinny and none of the other dolphins would help him. But I was living at some really nice house/resort type area. So i'd go out there late at night and I'd search for anything that was open that sold seafood. I didn't care if it was fried (lol.. how funny). and I remember I paid $16 for a dish but I didn't care because my dolphin needed food bad and even so that wasn't enough food. I loved him so much. He somehow protected me and he was there for me and I was tryign to be there for him but I tried my best and I was still coming up short (now that I think of it, it sounds like the human relationship with Christ. We can never be perfect, but still He is there for us and appreciates everything we do.) It was a great dream. I lost a lot of the details but I feel like I was in part of some EQ scenes too. Bu I was sitting up against some hill and I'd call her/him (I forget all the details) and he would be so happy cause I always brought him food. Sigh Then I woke up.... And...
Then, I went to work. it wasn't fun. I hate working saturdays sometimes cause it seems like all the weirdos come out of their house then.. and all the ER people come and demand their scripts right away.. and that's the day we only have 2 techs on 1 pharmacist. so to sum up today, i got insulted again (several times) today, and i had an old man get in my face about his prescription being expired, and was upset that his insurance wouldn't cover it back in december because he had a 3 a month supply dispensed to him back in november. so of course the insurance isn't going to cover it. the insurance said they'd cover it 1/25/08 but the script expired 1/17/08. Clearly he should've seen this on his vial but he decided to come in and literally get in my face and get REALLY nasty. Who does he think he is? Really. He was so out of line and should've been kicked out of the store. We ended up making him feel really stupid and instead of apologizing like a true man, he held on to his pride and made himself look like a bigger jerk. Where is God in people like this? oh yeah, they shut him out.
and then i got insulted again.
and then i got yelled at even more.
Honestly, techs take a lot of abuse and you know, we don't do nothing but fight for these patients to get cheaper drugs. Screw them. You know what blows my mind? You'll have some insulin dependent diabetic come into the pharmacy and drop like $600 on medication because they have minimal to no insurance. and you know and can tell they're struggling at home and internally. But they deal and they don't say a peep about the bill, they don't even ask for less of the medication. They pay for their medication without even making a single complaint, sigh, noise. They're very to themselves. Yet, I swear to you as I say this, the next patient that walks in will end up FLIPPING OUT why their copay is $50, 20 or even 15 for a BRAND MEDICATION or even that amount for 10 medications ALL together! People really have nerve. So ungrateful. blows my mind til this day.
anyway, i came home. Ran into Carl. he works at my security gate. Kinda ironic because I had no idea and he has been tutoring me at BCC's center for like the past year which is where I met him and he's incredibly smart. Really really respected amongst BCC's science/math students. And so I finally saw him tonight, he spoke with me for a few and said he saw me Tuesday but didn't get a chance to make his way over to me cause girly girl was stuck on converting moles and he was teaching her. I said it was cool... I'm gonna walk up to the gate later on in the semester and hit him up for some tips on Lawry's organic tests.
Then I walk into the house, looks like our $500 laser printer/fax/copy/scanner that my grandmother bought us is broken. Great. I don't know wtf my dad did but it's fried somehow. We just got it in July. Now I have to sit on the phone with them monday. And I don't even know what # to call. This aggravates me to all hell cause I have so much crap to print for school. I hate this. Just add another thing to the list of broken items. All cause my dad's hip is rotting and he can't move so he yanks and breaks even more. GRRRRR
I can't wait for the day that I have my own place. Peace. Peace. Peace. I cannot wait... soon... that is my goal in mind to keep going. Not even graduating right now. Just getting accepted so I know I can move OUT!
anyways, so i love this song:
Oh whoa..(Oh whoa..)
Never find a love like this(x2)
Well we go back so far,
swingin in your back yard,
all the things that we used to do
We were cool back in high school
ooh I really liked you,
must have been your attitude.
That’s why you keep on runnin
in and out of my mind.
As the years they’ll roll by,
Baby, now I know why
I keep comin back to you.
You’re the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
now I’ll never be lonely,
look at what you’ve shown me,
never find a love like this
Well this life tries to keep us apart
you keep callin me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
I'm so glad you found me,
wrap your world around me,
never find a love like this.
All the guys tried to take me,
you’re the one who saved me,
I feel like I owe you my life.
And as strange as it may seem,
I’ll go if you take me
I'm willing to sacrifice.
That’s why you keep on runnin
in and out of my mind.
As the years, they’ll roll by,
it’s not hard to know why
I keep comin back to you.
You’re the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
now I’ll never be lonely,
look at what you’ve shown me,
never find a love like this.
Cause this life tries to keep us apart,
you keep calling me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
I'm so glad you found me,
wrap your world around me,
never find a love like this.
May never find a love, love, love a love like this,
that still make me think about my middle school kiss.
I sit here in this chair and I wish
for you not to leave me now.
My friends they always told me
not to make you my wifey,
man they was putting you down.
And now they see we rollin,
me and you, we strollin,
they don’t wanna come around.
Let me hear you say,
you’re the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
now I’ll never be lonely,
look at what you’ve shown me,
never find a love like this.
When this life tries to keep us apart,
you keep callin me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
I’m so glad you found me,
wrap your world around me,
never find a love like this,
Oh whoa...(Oh whoa...) Never find a love like this…(x5)
When this life tries to keep us apart,
you keep callin me back to your heart,
Let me hear you say,
Oh whoa...(Oh whoa...) Never find a love like this.
Oh whoa...(Oh whoa...) Never find a love like this
anyway ! church tomorrow morning...
nighters!
Then, I went to work. it wasn't fun. I hate working saturdays sometimes cause it seems like all the weirdos come out of their house then.. and all the ER people come and demand their scripts right away.. and that's the day we only have 2 techs on 1 pharmacist. so to sum up today, i got insulted again (several times) today, and i had an old man get in my face about his prescription being expired, and was upset that his insurance wouldn't cover it back in december because he had a 3 a month supply dispensed to him back in november. so of course the insurance isn't going to cover it. the insurance said they'd cover it 1/25/08 but the script expired 1/17/08. Clearly he should've seen this on his vial but he decided to come in and literally get in my face and get REALLY nasty. Who does he think he is? Really. He was so out of line and should've been kicked out of the store. We ended up making him feel really stupid and instead of apologizing like a true man, he held on to his pride and made himself look like a bigger jerk. Where is God in people like this? oh yeah, they shut him out.
and then i got insulted again.
and then i got yelled at even more.
Honestly, techs take a lot of abuse and you know, we don't do nothing but fight for these patients to get cheaper drugs. Screw them. You know what blows my mind? You'll have some insulin dependent diabetic come into the pharmacy and drop like $600 on medication because they have minimal to no insurance. and you know and can tell they're struggling at home and internally. But they deal and they don't say a peep about the bill, they don't even ask for less of the medication. They pay for their medication without even making a single complaint, sigh, noise. They're very to themselves. Yet, I swear to you as I say this, the next patient that walks in will end up FLIPPING OUT why their copay is $50, 20 or even 15 for a BRAND MEDICATION or even that amount for 10 medications ALL together! People really have nerve. So ungrateful. blows my mind til this day.
anyway, i came home. Ran into Carl. he works at my security gate. Kinda ironic because I had no idea and he has been tutoring me at BCC's center for like the past year which is where I met him and he's incredibly smart. Really really respected amongst BCC's science/math students. And so I finally saw him tonight, he spoke with me for a few and said he saw me Tuesday but didn't get a chance to make his way over to me cause girly girl was stuck on converting moles and he was teaching her. I said it was cool... I'm gonna walk up to the gate later on in the semester and hit him up for some tips on Lawry's organic tests.
Then I walk into the house, looks like our $500 laser printer/fax/copy/scanner that my grandmother bought us is broken. Great. I don't know wtf my dad did but it's fried somehow. We just got it in July. Now I have to sit on the phone with them monday. And I don't even know what # to call. This aggravates me to all hell cause I have so much crap to print for school. I hate this. Just add another thing to the list of broken items. All cause my dad's hip is rotting and he can't move so he yanks and breaks even more. GRRRRR
I can't wait for the day that I have my own place. Peace. Peace. Peace. I cannot wait... soon... that is my goal in mind to keep going. Not even graduating right now. Just getting accepted so I know I can move OUT!
anyways, so i love this song:
Oh whoa..(Oh whoa..)
Never find a love like this(x2)
Well we go back so far,
swingin in your back yard,
all the things that we used to do
We were cool back in high school
ooh I really liked you,
must have been your attitude.
That’s why you keep on runnin
in and out of my mind.
As the years they’ll roll by,
Baby, now I know why
I keep comin back to you.
You’re the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
now I’ll never be lonely,
look at what you’ve shown me,
never find a love like this
Well this life tries to keep us apart
you keep callin me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
I'm so glad you found me,
wrap your world around me,
never find a love like this.
All the guys tried to take me,
you’re the one who saved me,
I feel like I owe you my life.
And as strange as it may seem,
I’ll go if you take me
I'm willing to sacrifice.
That’s why you keep on runnin
in and out of my mind.
As the years, they’ll roll by,
it’s not hard to know why
I keep comin back to you.
You’re the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
now I’ll never be lonely,
look at what you’ve shown me,
never find a love like this.
Cause this life tries to keep us apart,
you keep calling me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
I'm so glad you found me,
wrap your world around me,
never find a love like this.
May never find a love, love, love a love like this,
that still make me think about my middle school kiss.
I sit here in this chair and I wish
for you not to leave me now.
My friends they always told me
not to make you my wifey,
man they was putting you down.
And now they see we rollin,
me and you, we strollin,
they don’t wanna come around.
Let me hear you say,
you’re the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
now I’ll never be lonely,
look at what you’ve shown me,
never find a love like this.
When this life tries to keep us apart,
you keep callin me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
I’m so glad you found me,
wrap your world around me,
never find a love like this,
Oh whoa...(Oh whoa...) Never find a love like this…(x5)
When this life tries to keep us apart,
you keep callin me back to your heart,
Let me hear you say,
Oh whoa...(Oh whoa...) Never find a love like this.
Oh whoa...(Oh whoa...) Never find a love like this
anyway ! church tomorrow morning...
nighters!