Feb 27, 2005 20:47
my sweetest nightmare would have to be
the day that im put out of my misery
the only thing that i could ask from you
is if you could hate me so i can hate me too
im not who i used to be and never will be again
i have different habbits and i have different friends
im not proud of the life i live but its ok with me
i just want to be able to finally set myself free
im not sure how to solve my problem of depression
but i know that my chance of bein somebody is completely out of the question
i watch myself fuck up my life and i enjoy it too
i never thought for one second that would ever hurt you
i only want to hurt myself for its what i deserve
i need to leave this awful place that people call earth
my sweetest nightmare would have to be
the night i take my life from me
i dont know if or when i may
but my sweetest nightmare may be today