Nope,not dead yet.
The weekend,she is over.
I am officially on a jobhunt. This not-having-money-to-do-what-I-want thing isn't sexy at all. I kind of miss being able to have money at my disposal without having to worry about what the hell's gonna happen when it's gone. My Yesasia fetish is also a good reason to have some extra mad money around. I want that Shockwave,Gacktdammitall.
Friday Rizzy and I went back out jobhunting. We went downtown and hit up a few places.It rained again, of course. There are two stores I definitely want to try for.Both are clothing stores. I pretty much only have experience in sales,so why mess with what works? I don't think I can do an office job anyway. For one thing, they probably won't hire me becasue of my nose ring and dreadlocks, and I'd probably drive myself 4 ways to insane. Working in a clothing store keeps me occupied, whether I'm helping someone, or picking out what I want to buy with my Employee Discount XD
Saturday my cousin took me Rizzy and Quelly to Arawak Cay to get some conch fritters. I ran into Jordan again...he was mildly inebriated XD We had a brief exchange of words and went our separate ways,only to meet up with him again while we were waiting for our food. I got manhandled XD He said he was going to call me tomorrow. He keeps trying to invite me to his house, but I believe his intentions are less than moral. I'll have to watch myself around him.
Later we went to a club downtown called Da Balcony...because it's got a balcony. It was kinda cool inside,but I honestly wasn't up for it when I got there. Rizzy went to the bar twice and tried to get me to drink something, but I didn't feel like that either. I was tired.I wanted to sleeeeeeep. I didn't want to ruin Rizzy's fun,so I just sat down and waited for what felt like eternity, trying my hardest not to fall asleep, regardless of the fact that the music was blaring. I don't really know why I go to clubs, I'm not really a dancer. I guess if I get a few drinks in me I'll loosen up a little,but in general,I just sway. As I was sitting and watching everyone, I started to get depressed. they were just being themselves and having fun.They couldn't care less how it looked to others watching. I want to adopt that frame of mind so badly, but I'm still having trouble with it. Everything in its time, I suppose.
We were suppose to go play pool tonight,but my cousin couldn't get the car. He did bring it home at 4 this morning. I guess we'll go next weekend.
Damn it all, I still haven't gotten my tattoo!
Oh yeah, my mom almost got scammed out of a few hundred dollars this weekend. She got this e-mail that said she won some MSN/Yahoo lottery thing. Immediately,I told her to delete it, that it was a scam.For one thing, she doesn't have a Yahoo or an MSN account,and secondly,you can't win a lottery that you don't enter in the first place; thirdly, lotteries are illegal here, and fourthly, I doubt you can collect lottery winnings when you aren't a citizen of the country. However,she was convinced otherwise. She gave them her phone number and some other random information. It said she had to send a $600 minimum to insure the money (500,000 Sterling Pounds,about a million dollars) My sister told her the same thing,and when she tried to send the money through Western Union, they told her the same thing too. She was starting to make plans for the money and everything, retirement home and stuff. As I saw her get more and more happy about it, I kind of hoped that it was legit, because it would make things better for both of us. In the end though, she researched it online, and found that it was a scam. I know she must have been so devastated,but she kind of gave me the impression that she didn't have enough money to send me to school this year.Honestly, I wish she would just be straight with me about it. Don't give me a hour long lecture about how these things take time, just tell me plainly if you can pay for it. I don't mind working and helping her save for it. I just wish she'd give me a definite answer.
Will I ever make it to Archades?!
I am officially on a jobhunt. This not-having-money-to-do-what-I-want thing isn't sexy at all. I kind of miss being able to have money at my disposal without having to worry about what the hell's gonna happen when it's gone. My Yesasia fetish is also a good reason to have some extra mad money around. I want that Shockwave,Gacktdammitall.
Friday Rizzy and I went back out jobhunting. We went downtown and hit up a few places.It rained again, of course. There are two stores I definitely want to try for.Both are clothing stores. I pretty much only have experience in sales,so why mess with what works? I don't think I can do an office job anyway. For one thing, they probably won't hire me becasue of my nose ring and dreadlocks, and I'd probably drive myself 4 ways to insane. Working in a clothing store keeps me occupied, whether I'm helping someone, or picking out what I want to buy with my Employee Discount XD
Saturday my cousin took me Rizzy and Quelly to Arawak Cay to get some conch fritters. I ran into Jordan again...he was mildly inebriated XD We had a brief exchange of words and went our separate ways,only to meet up with him again while we were waiting for our food. I got manhandled XD He said he was going to call me tomorrow. He keeps trying to invite me to his house, but I believe his intentions are less than moral. I'll have to watch myself around him.
Later we went to a club downtown called Da Balcony...because it's got a balcony. It was kinda cool inside,but I honestly wasn't up for it when I got there. Rizzy went to the bar twice and tried to get me to drink something, but I didn't feel like that either. I was tired.I wanted to sleeeeeeep. I didn't want to ruin Rizzy's fun,so I just sat down and waited for what felt like eternity, trying my hardest not to fall asleep, regardless of the fact that the music was blaring. I don't really know why I go to clubs, I'm not really a dancer. I guess if I get a few drinks in me I'll loosen up a little,but in general,I just sway. As I was sitting and watching everyone, I started to get depressed. they were just being themselves and having fun.They couldn't care less how it looked to others watching. I want to adopt that frame of mind so badly, but I'm still having trouble with it. Everything in its time, I suppose.
We were suppose to go play pool tonight,but my cousin couldn't get the car. He did bring it home at 4 this morning. I guess we'll go next weekend.
Damn it all, I still haven't gotten my tattoo!
Oh yeah, my mom almost got scammed out of a few hundred dollars this weekend. She got this e-mail that said she won some MSN/Yahoo lottery thing. Immediately,I told her to delete it, that it was a scam.For one thing, she doesn't have a Yahoo or an MSN account,and secondly,you can't win a lottery that you don't enter in the first place; thirdly, lotteries are illegal here, and fourthly, I doubt you can collect lottery winnings when you aren't a citizen of the country. However,she was convinced otherwise. She gave them her phone number and some other random information. It said she had to send a $600 minimum to insure the money (500,000 Sterling Pounds,about a million dollars) My sister told her the same thing,and when she tried to send the money through Western Union, they told her the same thing too. She was starting to make plans for the money and everything, retirement home and stuff. As I saw her get more and more happy about it, I kind of hoped that it was legit, because it would make things better for both of us. In the end though, she researched it online, and found that it was a scam. I know she must have been so devastated,but she kind of gave me the impression that she didn't have enough money to send me to school this year.Honestly, I wish she would just be straight with me about it. Don't give me a hour long lecture about how these things take time, just tell me plainly if you can pay for it. I don't mind working and helping her save for it. I just wish she'd give me a definite answer.
Will I ever make it to Archades?!