Aug 22, 2005 12:01
50 things you may not know about me:
1. My family does everything for me, but I take them for granted constantly, and I hate it.
2. I miss my grandfather, and it hurts so much to see my grandmother attempting to live without him.
3. I don't like girls that are as tall/taller than me. 5'0 to 5'4 is perfect.
4. I'm really turned on by a girl who's aggressive sexually, and I love dirty talk. Tell me you want me.
5. At the same time, I'm a hopeless romantic, and I believe in taking care of everything in the relationship. I want you to live your life, but let me buy you dinner/flowers/make you breakfast. I want you to know how special you are to me at all times.
6. I've never sworn/drank in front of my parents, and I don't know if I can. It's a respect thing.
7. I like making lists like this, because I'm too embarrassed to express it vocally.
8. I procrastinate constantly; not because I like the pressure, but because I love the feeling of relief after I finish it.
9. I wish I was a better mechanic. I love cars, but I'm not very good with my hands.
10. If I had a superpower, it would be the ability to know what everyone is thinking.
11 .I overanalyze everything in my life, because I'm afraid of getting hurt.
12. I think about you constantly at work.
13. Seeing you smile at me is my second favorite thing that you do.
14. ....Saying that you love me is #1.
15. I miss high school more that I thought I would.
16. I don't want to grow up.
17. I believe in God, but only because it's too depressing to think that there is nothing after death.
18. My friends are closer to my dad than I am, and I'm not sure why. I wish we talked more, but we don't.
19. I feel bad talking about "problems" in my life, because I have it so good compared to alot of other people, and I have no right to complain about my little problems.
20. I think about sex...alot.
21. Music is a huge part of my life. I can't live without it.
22. I'm really self conscious, and I'm afraid of making a fool of myself.
23. I care too much about what other people think.
24. I love to sing, but hate to do it in front of other people. I did it for you though.
25. I wish I could dance.
26. I drive way too fast, because it makes me feel alive knowing that my life could end with one wrong move. I get such a huge rush out of the speed.
27. I get really lonely at night when I'm not with you.
28. I'm afraid of you thinking that I'm moving too fast for you.
29. I really don't know what I'm going to do when you go away to school. I've done the long distance thing before, but I wish that you could stay closer.
30. I like to make people laugh, even if the joke is at my expense, because I want to make my friends happy.
31. I'd bend over backwards for someone I care about.....Making someone else happy makes me happy.
32. I'm more comfortable on ice skates then I am on my feet. I'd love to be able to skate everywhere.
33. I miss playing competitive hockey, and I wish that I had learned how to stick handle better, because I might have had a chance to play now.
34. I see drug use as a massive character flaw; Any dependence on a chemical is a sign of personal weakness. (I'd never say this to my friends that use drugs though)
35. I'd eat Chinese/Mexican food everyday if I could.
36. I like being blunt; I think that people sugarcoat too many things when honesty is the best course of action.
37. I stutter when I get excited/nervous.
38. I feel the need to embellish stories to make them more interesting; Never let the truth get in the way of a good story.
39. My dad is my hero, I want to be like him when I grow up.
40. I'd do anything for you if you asked me.
42. 99% of the most important conversations in my life occurred in a car while driving around aimlessly.
43. I want to write a book/direct a movie, but I haven't finished my idea yet.
44. I wish I was more attractive sometimes.
45. The winter is my favorite season; I still get excited for snow days, and I have a sled with me at all times.
46. Thunderstorms/hurricanes are awesome.
47. I tend to repeat myself alot when I talk.
48. I love telling stories.
49. I have a hard time paying attention, because I'm always thinking of something; normally something way off topic.
50. I'm highly opinionated and stubborn.
51.(For good luck) I'm still looking for that really profound moment; the one that will make my life fall into place, and everything will make perfect sense. I want to know what my purpose is.