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augh. i am too excited to sleep.
stupid new jersey held my sister hostage yesterday so she didn't get home. hopefully she is on a plane right now and will be here in a few hours.
i tried to get some sleep last night early and did sleep for a while but now i can't and have been up since max left for work at 4:30. i can't ever sleep when i have something exciting or scary to do the next day. knowing i have to be somewhere at a certain time when its before i am normally up makes me so nervous that i can't get to sleep because i think about how much time left to sleep i have and just keep myself awake.
i am just so antsy to have some sister time. at least i got a few in so i should be ok for the day its just a matter of getting the hours to pass until its time to pick her up.
stupid new jersey held my sister hostage yesterday so she didn't get home. hopefully she is on a plane right now and will be here in a few hours.
i tried to get some sleep last night early and did sleep for a while but now i can't and have been up since max left for work at 4:30. i can't ever sleep when i have something exciting or scary to do the next day. knowing i have to be somewhere at a certain time when its before i am normally up makes me so nervous that i can't get to sleep because i think about how much time left to sleep i have and just keep myself awake.
i am just so antsy to have some sister time. at least i got a few in so i should be ok for the day its just a matter of getting the hours to pass until its time to pick her up.