Christ.
I don't even know whats going on anymore.
It feels like I'm spinning out of control.
First I want this, now that.
I want him, no, he's an ass. Now I love him, again.
Now I don't love him at all and I want someone else,
but of course I can't have him. Just my luck.
Its ridiculous and I want it all to stop!
If only it actually would.
I've been so angry and frustrated lately and it makes me bitter and cold.
It makes me not want to have to deal with anything.
And it doesn't help that all my friends(or the few I have) are always too busy for me.
I mean, it doesn't make me want to shove anything down my throat. No way.
It doesn't make me want to sleep constantly
or not go to school, Never.
Ugh.
I just want it to stop.
It feels like I'm spinning out of control.
First I want this, now that.
I want him, no, he's an ass. Now I love him, again.
Now I don't love him at all and I want someone else,
but of course I can't have him. Just my luck.
Its ridiculous and I want it all to stop!
If only it actually would.
I've been so angry and frustrated lately and it makes me bitter and cold.
It makes me not want to have to deal with anything.
And it doesn't help that all my friends(or the few I have) are always too busy for me.
I mean, it doesn't make me want to shove anything down my throat. No way.
It doesn't make me want to sleep constantly
or not go to school, Never.
Ugh.
I just want it to stop.