Messed up
I have found many things to read on the internet that has made me just smile and the sad fact is that it mostly comes from other people being unhappy, I know I really shouldn't take joy from this but there is just something about reading other peoples issues. Maybe when my family goes on vacation I take some time away from people and the net and everything and just live with me for a while and work on my crap. On the up side I got to spend some quality time with Colleen yesterday and she helped me get some calm in my chaotic life, I just have to keep that going and find a way to smile without the help of others problems. I just like knowing that living the dream isn't so dreamy all the time.