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I balled my eyes out last night. I picked up a book for my parents when I was at b&n. Kinda werid how I came across it, I walked in and boom! there was a table with a sign that said both sides of addiction. Figured it would help and couldn't hurt, right? So brought it to them, but read it before I gave it over. Nothing like reading about the almost hopelessness of your addiction. (in case you didn't know, check out kci.org ) I had some hope but in looking around for information after reading it found out that the chances of staying clean are in the low single digits for meth, and the current addicted population is in very high millions. Not very good fighting odds, huh? Trying very hard not feel hopeless. (And James, if you see this and get angry 'cause I am posting about it...deal with it. My life, my shame, mine to tell about....love you though.)