How to outdork my inner dork
Ok, so after reading my last post, the sap was out of control...
there is something about being a 'romantic' and then 'analytical' that always gets me into trouble. I do and say crazy passionate things one day, and the next realize what I said or did and feel like a complete dork...
im going to go on a little mindwalk here, so bear with me...
but, the key to happiness in my mind is always having the ability to realize no matter what i try to do in my life, i will always find a way to outdork myself...
and I need to embrace that...
and thats the key to self esteem and confidence. in a lot of ways people can effect you and alter the way you see yourself. if you realize your nature is constant, and that only your situation and surroundings change, you'll be happier...
I love listening to people tell stories of how they handled a situation when they were a kid, and realize that they still handle things basically the same way.
life is too short to beat yourself up. I can realize things about myself, sure, but beating myself up about anything is a waste of time...
if your a dork, forgive yourself and move on.
fortune cookie time: learning to forgive begins with yourself.
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that being said, hi
what a rant...
so, generally things are great right now.
life update:
i have heard that my retrospective radio show is being picked up by NPR in Massachussetts...How about that???
I told my parents that I'm going to have a radio show featured on NPR and they freaked out. :)
thats fun to do to them now and again...
my dad loves to tell the 'my son is on the radio' stories to his golf buddies, so that makes his spring.
maplewood is good...busy as hell...
jonnys play is coming up, peters movie party is friday, rebecca birthday party is saturday...
i have to edit 3 retro's for broadcast, and finish maplewoods secret web project...
time is tight...
but, work just had enough of a gap in it for me to post on LJ.
i love you LJ, i wish i could give you all a big hug :)
ok, next time i post, im going to realize what a dork i am...
ahh well...
embrace it :)
-stv
there is something about being a 'romantic' and then 'analytical' that always gets me into trouble. I do and say crazy passionate things one day, and the next realize what I said or did and feel like a complete dork...
im going to go on a little mindwalk here, so bear with me...
but, the key to happiness in my mind is always having the ability to realize no matter what i try to do in my life, i will always find a way to outdork myself...
and I need to embrace that...
and thats the key to self esteem and confidence. in a lot of ways people can effect you and alter the way you see yourself. if you realize your nature is constant, and that only your situation and surroundings change, you'll be happier...
I love listening to people tell stories of how they handled a situation when they were a kid, and realize that they still handle things basically the same way.
life is too short to beat yourself up. I can realize things about myself, sure, but beating myself up about anything is a waste of time...
if your a dork, forgive yourself and move on.
fortune cookie time: learning to forgive begins with yourself.
----------------
that being said, hi
what a rant...
so, generally things are great right now.
life update:
i have heard that my retrospective radio show is being picked up by NPR in Massachussetts...How about that???
I told my parents that I'm going to have a radio show featured on NPR and they freaked out. :)
thats fun to do to them now and again...
my dad loves to tell the 'my son is on the radio' stories to his golf buddies, so that makes his spring.
maplewood is good...busy as hell...
jonnys play is coming up, peters movie party is friday, rebecca birthday party is saturday...
i have to edit 3 retro's for broadcast, and finish maplewoods secret web project...
time is tight...
but, work just had enough of a gap in it for me to post on LJ.
i love you LJ, i wish i could give you all a big hug :)
ok, next time i post, im going to realize what a dork i am...
ahh well...
embrace it :)
-stv