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I am still here. I slept a total of 4 hours last night. This morning I threw up twice. Thank you everyone who helped me through last night. Your words of wisdom are very heartfelt and mean so much to me. A part of me died last night. I just hope that we can both make it through with level heads and not hurt each other anymore. I am at work right now just trying to get through the day. I might write more later.