Angry
With the recent death of my father I have been handling grief with a lot of public anger and private rage. I remind myself that self control is the only way to persevere and become a better person, but I am so tempted and have come so close to using violence (recently at work) that it troubles me and could severely effect my employment. I am in discussions with people close to me. I hope it will help.
I work with several people I find unsavory. From the guy who sits back and does nothing all day and reaps the benefits to the guy who thinks he knows everything and bitches about it every time he has to do something, then takes credit for other peoples hard work, to the old broken fuck in back who doesn't know when it's time to retire and everyone has to stick around to help him finish his job, to the dickhead who tries to extort women to have sex with him. I get tired and I want to beat the ever loving shit out of them. If there were no laws there wouldn't be a population problem on this planet..... *sigh*
ANYWAY...
Had a good day on Saturday.. Tons of fun to see the progress of the pure anime community in this town.
I work with several people I find unsavory. From the guy who sits back and does nothing all day and reaps the benefits to the guy who thinks he knows everything and bitches about it every time he has to do something, then takes credit for other peoples hard work, to the old broken fuck in back who doesn't know when it's time to retire and everyone has to stick around to help him finish his job, to the dickhead who tries to extort women to have sex with him. I get tired and I want to beat the ever loving shit out of them. If there were no laws there wouldn't be a population problem on this planet..... *sigh*
ANYWAY...
Had a good day on Saturday.. Tons of fun to see the progress of the pure anime community in this town.