What a couple of days this has been..
Ugh. Not a great couple of days I have been having. I have been tired, upset over a number of things, and busy. School has been going alright, nothing I can’t handle, but it’s just busy, and the classes are an adjustment. I’ve been so stressed over doing well in school that it has driven me crazy. I messed up my car in a couple places, (Paint spots, and a turn-signal, lost a hubcap...) and it’s put a toll on me and the parents as well. And, to put the icing on the cake, I get pulled over on my street today..It just keeps getting better and better. I just feel so drained, and I have nobody to talk to about it, because I don’t want to be a downer and all that jazz, and I’m trying to find a job ontop of it all, and with no car, hell, that’s just a fucking joke... Oh well. I need to respect my parents, and what they are trying to make me learn by doing so. I don’t know how long it will be before I am mobile again..I’m just really upset, beyond the point of crying. I’ve cried too much in the past couple of days, and I have a lot on my mind. I feel like that I never do anything right in my life, and everything I do is either a mistake, or is going to turn out to be a mistake. I want to write, but I can’t change my major, because I know that if I want money, it’s in computers, and not English, and it upsets me, because I feel like if I change my major, everybody will think I’m a dissapointment, and that I’m just a loser, because I would be doing something that I want to do..Yeah, I love computers, and I love working with them, it’s just that I’m not so sure it’s what I want to do anymore, I don’t know I’m not thinking too clearly at this point anyway.
TL;DR Emotions getting the better of me, baaawww, get over it.
TL;DR Emotions getting the better of me, baaawww, get over it.