I Can See Inside You , The Sickness Is Rising
MADNESS IS THE GIFT THAT HAS BEEN GIVIN TO ME!!
Just like a bad case of the crabs , I'm back .... but I cause alot less itching. Well people this is a rare occurance for sure ,... a milestone day ..... I'm in a good mood and I have nothing to complain about.
Yes I said that , no need to check the Tempature in Hell ..... I must be snowing
First and formost that has me on such a giddy , non drug fueled high , is that I have finally after what felt like an eternity have been speaking to Amber again .... we even had a six and a half hour long conversation about things .... and in a move that HAS to mark the end of the world ..... She said she loves me ..... and my heart has not stopped fluttering since. She will never know how much she means to me , and as I told her ... some call me foolish for my feelings .... some call me stupid for the way I feel ..... well some people can SHUT THE FUCK UP!!.
My heart belongs to her , her name is carved deep within it ..... and if anyone wants to comment on that .... I'm prepared to fight to the death to defend her.
Now onto Topic #2
I GOT A JOB!! .... Yes your old compadre Clay has re-enterd the work force and today marks that I've been with them for two straight weeks. Where am I working? ..... Animal Testing Facility? ..... Drug Mule for a Mexican Cartel? ..... Nope ..... I'm now a offical "Sandwich Artist" at Subway. I make sandwichs , bake bread , make cookies , ..... no wait .... I work night shift .... so all I do is make sandwichs and then sit on my ass and smoke cigarettes all night .... SWEETNESS.
My mom's health is getting alot better , she still has some basic aches and pains but hell .... don't we all ..... I'm healthy .... no broken bones .... no cuts and off alot of my medications ..... the doctors say I'm sane finally O.o;; ....
NO COMMENTS FROM THE PEANUT GALLERY
Well I'm just sitting here listening to music , I'm off tommorow and I get very few times where I can just sit up all night and chill w/ my headphones on so I'm really enjoying this. Some of the songs cause me to tear up a bit , for instance when I heard the song "My Immortal" by Evanessence I felt a few trickles run down my cheek .... but thats part of life ... emotion ..... and I've always been full of it , or so many people have told me
Or at least I think they meant emotion O.o;; .... yet I digress
If anyone would love to hear a really beutiful love song , and you can stomach 1980's Heavy Metal Power Ballads , then I'd recomend giving a listen to "I Remember You" by Skid Row ..... I kinda have taken that as well as 3 Doors Down "Here Without You" as the themes to pattern how I feel these days.
Well Amigos I'm gonna sign off .... light a fatty , drink a glass of tea and listen to some tunes ..... much love to you all .....
And always remember
If ya can't be good .... Be good at it
Hasta Manyana Bitches , Peace-see-ya-bye