Fade To Black .....
You know , ..I have been sitting here today with a sorta nostalgic calm mood ..... just remembering the days and events of life past that have stood out in my mind .... One of the things I have been reminecing over has been all of the freinds and loved ones I have either lost or grown away from for some reason or anohter .... so today in this entry I would like to say a bit about those whom seem to be missing from my life by either there own choice , my choice or the choice of the hands of some higher deity .... I feel inspired to speak my heart here now ... and that is what I shall do .... enjoy or not .... read or do not .... this is not meant to garner sympathy or comments (Thought they are welcome if you feel so inclined) ... nay this is for my own mental health .... and that I'm really bored right now.
Josh McMullen / Cousin /- Possibly the closest person I have ever been privilaged to know .... When you died my freind a small part of me died there with you. The circumstances of your death still haunt me to this day , for those whom did not know he was brutally murderd for his personal choice of sexual prefrance .... in lamens terms he was killed for being a Bi-Sexual ..... and the worst part , ... it was by his own Father .... my unkle. Josh I will love you forever , ... there must be a heaven out there because if anyone deserved eternal bliss it was you.
Marquise Dugger / Freind / - Nothing bad has taken you from me bro , ... life did .... you went onto havea great life once you got away from the drama holding you back ... I applaude you and wish you the best in life .... mabye we will meet up again somewhere down this road to oblivion.
Tom Solomon / Best Freind / - I wonder if I should change that tag line there man , ... for we have not been close for awhile ... and I want to know ... what happend? .... why did we drift apart like this? ..... I still value you as a freind even after everything that has happend ..... I defended you , fought for you , cried with you .... I was there with you at your Dad's wake ..... I still wanna get together sometime but I somehow doubt we ever will.
Everyone From AbN / Gaming Freinds / - What can be said ,.... if thou is not a part of the clique then your no one ... and I'm not a clique kida person .... so many fun times .... The birth of Enix and Thorne ..... I will always remember my times there.
Caley Ross / Freind or Lil Me / - Caley ,...what the fuck happend with you? ... I viewed you as a brother ... my student .... I enjoyed teaching you so much .. .but then you just vanished .... mabye it's because of the family situation you faced .... mabye it was Ian and Candy's lil fling .... but thats not a reason to condem me ..... I hope your well man .... mabye I'll se you again sometime.
Jason Sullivan / Freind & Advisor / - J , .. all that has eliminated you from my life is space .... your in another damn country now .... but we still talk alot ... I got to see ya when you came back ... that was nice .... mabye next time we won't get stuck in traffic ;).
Tony Kitchens / Freind & Herbal Guru / - Tony , I don't really know what to say ... nothing happend to make us grow apart .... it just happend .... but the memories of the "Divine Intervention" will linger for years.
If anyone thinks I missed them please either write me or someone tell me who I left off the list ....
I have not included the following people ...Thomas , Ian , Cheryl , Yolanda (Again I probley spelled it wrong ...but sue me) , or Amber because I still feel close to these people and talk to them all (with the exception of Amber whom is normally to busy to talk to me it seems) daily ..... everyone ... It's time I jet ..... Peace To All .....
~Generation XXX , We All About the Weed Smoke And the Kinkey Sex~
Who can tell me what meaning that song has to me ;).... the winner gets 100 super cool points & a cookie
Josh McMullen / Cousin /- Possibly the closest person I have ever been privilaged to know .... When you died my freind a small part of me died there with you. The circumstances of your death still haunt me to this day , for those whom did not know he was brutally murderd for his personal choice of sexual prefrance .... in lamens terms he was killed for being a Bi-Sexual ..... and the worst part , ... it was by his own Father .... my unkle. Josh I will love you forever , ... there must be a heaven out there because if anyone deserved eternal bliss it was you.
Marquise Dugger / Freind / - Nothing bad has taken you from me bro , ... life did .... you went onto havea great life once you got away from the drama holding you back ... I applaude you and wish you the best in life .... mabye we will meet up again somewhere down this road to oblivion.
Tom Solomon / Best Freind / - I wonder if I should change that tag line there man , ... for we have not been close for awhile ... and I want to know ... what happend? .... why did we drift apart like this? ..... I still value you as a freind even after everything that has happend ..... I defended you , fought for you , cried with you .... I was there with you at your Dad's wake ..... I still wanna get together sometime but I somehow doubt we ever will.
Everyone From AbN / Gaming Freinds / - What can be said ,.... if thou is not a part of the clique then your no one ... and I'm not a clique kida person .... so many fun times .... The birth of Enix and Thorne ..... I will always remember my times there.
Caley Ross / Freind or Lil Me / - Caley ,...what the fuck happend with you? ... I viewed you as a brother ... my student .... I enjoyed teaching you so much .. .but then you just vanished .... mabye it's because of the family situation you faced .... mabye it was Ian and Candy's lil fling .... but thats not a reason to condem me ..... I hope your well man .... mabye I'll se you again sometime.
Jason Sullivan / Freind & Advisor / - J , .. all that has eliminated you from my life is space .... your in another damn country now .... but we still talk alot ... I got to see ya when you came back ... that was nice .... mabye next time we won't get stuck in traffic ;).
Tony Kitchens / Freind & Herbal Guru / - Tony , I don't really know what to say ... nothing happend to make us grow apart .... it just happend .... but the memories of the "Divine Intervention" will linger for years.
If anyone thinks I missed them please either write me or someone tell me who I left off the list ....
I have not included the following people ...Thomas , Ian , Cheryl , Yolanda (Again I probley spelled it wrong ...but sue me) , or Amber because I still feel close to these people and talk to them all (with the exception of Amber whom is normally to busy to talk to me it seems) daily ..... everyone ... It's time I jet ..... Peace To All .....
~Generation XXX , We All About the Weed Smoke And the Kinkey Sex~
Who can tell me what meaning that song has to me ;).... the winner gets 100 super cool points & a cookie