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[damesuburbia]

i'm at a conflicted time in my life. a lot of shit is going "meh", but a lot of shit is going really good as well. the pros really outweigh the cons, but its one of those things where the shit just keeps piling up, i need a break.

on the bad side, i'm quitting smoking.
i have less than 50 bucks to survive these next two weeks on (goddamend bimonthly paychecks!)
i'm quitting smoking
i had cramps so bad last night i couldnt sleep for four hours
i'm quitting smoking
its homecoming week and i didnt get to go to the parade
its been too fucking long since i've had a date, let alone a boyfriend
a 12 hour day is almost short for me lately

on the good side, my birthday is on tuesday, me and my dearest sis turn 21, wooo
i am quitting smoking, its been almost 36 hours since my last hit
i got a car for my birthday cuz my parents kick ass
tuesdays my fuckin birthday!
i saw team america- hysterical shit man, you'll die laughing
i got to play with ponies and puppies today

i really do need a break tho. i need a weekend of no theater, no horse stuff. a while to sit back and rest and perhaps nap all day without going 'shit i should be doing this'... alas, i think i've got another damned month before i can get such leisure.

i am le tired.

i could go on but this shit isnt very exciting.