lord knows it would be the first time
i don't trust you diary...how can i write my inner most thoughts into something i don't trust...it's impossible.
i love how one minute i can feel like this is the worst day i've had all year...literally...and then 30 minutes later i talk to a friend and everything seems ok. i love my friends. tonight at sonar was just....awesome...except for the part where boys try to "freak/hoochie dance" with you...and i'm just like "dude...you can't freak dance to this music...why don't you learn how to really dance...cause that is just like rubbing on eachother...it's not dancing"...well ok, i didnt say it...but i wanted to...and you know don't get me wrong, i tried it for a minute...cause i usually don't like it, but i thought what the hell...and it was just so boring...i wasnt satisfying my urge to dance...and the guy was just...toooo touchy...
i like to smile....more than anything, i like it when i meet that special person that can make me smile without trying...and it's not that half "yeah that was funny" smile...it's the "my face hurts, but i can't stop" smile...there arent many people like that in the world...
tonight, i felt the urge to thank god that i was alive.
now to bed.
i love how one minute i can feel like this is the worst day i've had all year...literally...and then 30 minutes later i talk to a friend and everything seems ok. i love my friends. tonight at sonar was just....awesome...except for the part where boys try to "freak/hoochie dance" with you...and i'm just like "dude...you can't freak dance to this music...why don't you learn how to really dance...cause that is just like rubbing on eachother...it's not dancing"...well ok, i didnt say it...but i wanted to...and you know don't get me wrong, i tried it for a minute...cause i usually don't like it, but i thought what the hell...and it was just so boring...i wasnt satisfying my urge to dance...and the guy was just...toooo touchy...
i like to smile....more than anything, i like it when i meet that special person that can make me smile without trying...and it's not that half "yeah that was funny" smile...it's the "my face hurts, but i can't stop" smile...there arent many people like that in the world...
tonight, i felt the urge to thank god that i was alive.
now to bed.