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[dameon82]

I was lost with out you
Your kind and gentle touch
your loving words that mean so much
why does it hurt so much
you made me re open my eyes
and then to my suprise
you showed me i could brethe again
live my life and love again
then when i thought none could go wrong
and that i was safe held in your arms
i closed my eyes for a passing sec
and when they opened i was bleeding from the chest
a knife had stabbed into my heart
and it slowly cut, tore me apart
funny how all things can change
cant close the book, only turn the page
a new chapter of my life begins
but the previous will never end
all story lines have to begin
mine with hate then love now hate again
just cant get the pain to stop
my wound has healed but the scare remains
and all i can do is turn the page
take this book known as my life
throw it into the fire before my eyes
watch it turn to ashes turn to dust
dont think id really care so much
not when youve gone and lost it all
been picked up only to fall
fall again and again and again
why wont my life just end
life without love is not living at all
but love and life just breaks apart
so please take this book and all its chapters of my life
burn it with all your might
dont let a single ash float away
dont let it live to see another day
for pain is the future that it will see
pain is the future destined for me
so please dont let me suffer no more
let no ashes escape, close the fire wall door
dont let me exist no more