it's me it's me the big S-U-Z-I-E!!!!!!
well hi everyone how is it going. things here are going great. except for family shit. i feel so bad for my brother he is haveing money problems and all this stupid shit and it just hurts me cause he has been there my whole life and ever since he moved away i miss him alot and it hurts cause he has helped me my whole life and i can't help him. i just feel so bad when i hear about things that are hapaning to him and it shouldn't cause he is a great person and loveing father. my whole life gowin up he was my role modle and still is i love my brother very much as much as anyone with a brother or sister should but i think i love mine more. lol. but who am i to say that other people don't the same as me cause i don't know what they feel. but anyway my brother being my role modle and you know when you have a role modle and when you see them suffer you feel their pain thats what i feel i feel his pain and i feel like i'm being eatin alive inside. i love you honey for being there for me you don't know how much it means to have you by my side i love you so very very much. well i think i'm done now see ya.