Jun 10, 2004 17:30
Its finally great to see good shit happen to good friends. Finally!! Its been so long that Ive seen some of my friends happy. Take Bryant for instance. He's been fucked over by girls most of tha time, or at least I think. He's been down for a really long time now. He was one of tha few people who knew of my misery. And yes sometimes shared it, or had shit in common with it. None tha less, he finally has someone. I always told him that he would. And now he's found someone. Now John. John is like my son.....LmAo, just fuckin around. John's had his run in with bad luck, and of course tha law. I remember tha month he had tha shittiest luck ever. He previously got a ticket for driving with a loud exhaust and a minor in his car. See your not really allowed to have minors in your car when you first get your license. You have to wait a while before you can drive any minor in your car. Well anyway, he got pulled over, had a minor in tha car, then got his license taken away for like a month or some shit. But he didn't let that stop him from driving to school and shit. And then, a little after that, or at least I think it was after that, he got his car towed away by tha manager at his sisters apartment. So then he had to pull money out of his ass to pay for tha whole towing and impounding thing. And just when it couldn't get worse, a little after that shit, he got pulled over on tha freeway for speeding and....again driving with a minor in his car. He got scared that they where going to take away his license. But he didn't...I think. He just got slapped with a fucking huge ass fine. Im glad to see that he's a bit more relaxed and at ease about tha whole thing. Im sure that shit will get better for him. I know it will. Then there's Roxanne. She's like tha person that listens to me. She's heard me out and help me out with shit that no one could understand, or about shit other people wouldn't care about. I mean shes been through a lot, and its finally good to see that she got through her whole sobriety thing and still going strong, and that she's helping others out with other people tha way she helped me. I mean she helped me out with shit, but it's nothing compared to what she's gone through. But now shes helping others who have gone through or that are going through tha same thing that she's went through. Im happy that she's helping others out, and that she's proud of her accomplishments. I know I am. And not only that but, and this is how she said it her self, "I like a boy!!!!" LmAo! Sorry it's an inside joke between me and her..... well anyway its not a boy its just this guy at school, not an actual little boy. But yeah. Im glad to see that good shits happening. As for me, meh let me just say I'm in love...well with my sadness. Although in tha past couple of weeks I've started to feel again... And its one person who's done this, and....its a girl. I know I said that I wouldn't really want to deal with girls, and that I don't want to have feelings for girls, or anyone, but I don't know, its just something about her thats different. I said that about that one chick that flaked on me, and look what happend...but I don't know. Somethings just different about this one. Though I could be wrong, but something tells me that she's not like that.....I don't know... Tha only thing that comes to mind is, ..::Zero - Smashing Pumpkins::.. "Intoxicated with the madness, Im in love with my sadness." Well anyway, its good to know that some of my friends have Lady Luck on there side, at least some of it. Maybe one day I'll have mine. But till then, I wish that your luck continues, and anytime of day I got your back. You know that. And I'm proud to say that I have friends like you. That right there is ..:::Damage Inc.:::.. Ohhh man this reminds me of tha song that I was listening earlier today. KoRn-Everything I've Known. God I love that song. Ima go listen to it. Im out like def kid in musical chairs.
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