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I need to be taking care of someone. This makes me so sad to have no one to put my energy towards. I just want someone to love and have them receive it warmly. I guess its what I would like from someone too, but its more important to give to me.
God, I'm so pathetic.
I wish I could give in to smething that would just take my life over for me. I want to go so far away, with someone I barely know. Someone I could hide with. And I could cry and cry and cry and leave that all there. Though I think I'm far past that.
I'm really discouraged right now about so much. I just wish I had someone to take care of! I don't know how else to express it. Especially because there is someone I really want to embrace, but I don't know, its weird, things are weird.
I wish I was cute. I'm too intense and tired of so much bullshit to be cute.
Whatever.
God, I'm so pathetic.
I wish I could give in to smething that would just take my life over for me. I want to go so far away, with someone I barely know. Someone I could hide with. And I could cry and cry and cry and leave that all there. Though I think I'm far past that.
I'm really discouraged right now about so much. I just wish I had someone to take care of! I don't know how else to express it. Especially because there is someone I really want to embrace, but I don't know, its weird, things are weird.
I wish I was cute. I'm too intense and tired of so much bullshit to be cute.
Whatever.