Summer on the Seine
Didn't sleep last night. Have been up a very long time, and have been ridiculously, retardly emotional the whole time. I blame it on me switiching my medicine up again. Why am I paying to feel this way, hahah. Its just very intense mood swings. I'll fall in love with an image and feel so positively moved by it, then feel like the world should be covered in ash. I'll start worrying about my past relationships with the mens and start absolutely balling because I've never had anything very deep and emotional with someone, mostly just sexual, and it breaks my heart*. Then cat macros will make me insanely silly to the point where I get that obnoxious cackle of a laugh. Yes, its disgusting.
Then that morning, at about 7 o'clock, I decided everyone needed to hear the Dancing Did as loud as I could blast them on their way to work, so I drove around Deland, trying to clear my mind, but that didn't work. Then i went to see Richard where he completellly invalidated all of what I was feeling and made one issue a lot worse, especially that in the relationship area. But then we went out shopping/eating/shopping, (I bought sooo many dlelcious goodies!) then to see Chris (franc_fishman) and accomplices over at his house. And I took a delicious nap and felt deliciously out of place. Then we got foods and went to Nicks house and watched sub-par movies, where I tried Smirnoff Raspberry and my hands developed their nodules, and my fingers turned to broken branches. And even worse, they started affecting my feets, right under the balls. Then I came home to find I sold soemthing--one peice--for 91$! Yay.
Seriously, my body aches and I need to go to bed. Byeeeeeee
*more on this later?
Then that morning, at about 7 o'clock, I decided everyone needed to hear the Dancing Did as loud as I could blast them on their way to work, so I drove around Deland, trying to clear my mind, but that didn't work. Then i went to see Richard where he completellly invalidated all of what I was feeling and made one issue a lot worse, especially that in the relationship area. But then we went out shopping/eating/shopping, (I bought sooo many dlelcious goodies!) then to see Chris (franc_fishman) and accomplices over at his house. And I took a delicious nap and felt deliciously out of place. Then we got foods and went to Nicks house and watched sub-par movies, where I tried Smirnoff Raspberry and my hands developed their nodules, and my fingers turned to broken branches. And even worse, they started affecting my feets, right under the balls. Then I came home to find I sold soemthing--one peice--for 91$! Yay.
Seriously, my body aches and I need to go to bed. Byeeeeeee