no money and lots of troubles
Hmm, what to do. I am basically broke cause I need to pay for tuition. I have to do it in payments cause I don't have enough money. This is gonna suck. I don't even know if I can make enough over the break to cover the cost. I am probly gonna need a job up at UD. So all day money has been bugging me. I think it was cause of last night. I watched two movies that really made me think. First I saw The Wedding Singer. *sidenote - drew barrymore was hot in that movie* It really made me think about what kind of work I want to do. I don't want to work just for money, I want to get a reward from my work. I konw it sounds cheesy, but I want to feel like I am helping. I think if I go into the field of Env. Eng. I will get a chance to make a change. I also saw Sliding Doors. It was really cool. It showed that any daily event could totally change your life, for better or worse. It also showed that sometimes life gets bad before it gets better. I don't know. The movie made me think that I could have missed so many chances, or that I might miss them. It is always what if. It also made me feel like I wante to take a few more risks in my life. I feel like I am too cautious and that I am too withdrawn.
At work my ex was there. I was working in electronics for a bit, so I couldn't really go and busy myself. So I chatted with her for a bit. She basically told me she was single and was wondering if I would like to get with her again. I kinda blew her off. I don't think I would want to get into that again. But a part of me is considering it. I don't know why.
At work my ex was there. I was working in electronics for a bit, so I couldn't really go and busy myself. So I chatted with her for a bit. She basically told me she was single and was wondering if I would like to get with her again. I kinda blew her off. I don't think I would want to get into that again. But a part of me is considering it. I don't know why.