update......
so life is great right now..lets see..for those that dont know im working as a waitress at a restaurant called o'charleys and i absolutely love it..i get to interact with people all the time and i have friends that i work with..that stupid place is like my second home..im always there..i love being social and im so glad that i have people to conversate with now..ever since i moved from SM i havent had very many true friends that love me for me like my SM people do..so its really nice to have people my age accept me almost as good as you people back in SM..ok so other than that..i am saving money to move back to SM and i cant wait to be back there..it took a little while to talk to my parents about it but once i did they were ok with it..obviously they had a few things they wanted to talk about and they had a few worries but we got those out the way and they're ok to see me leave..which is great..lol..so neways..money is awesome..i have been incredible with saving and in only 2 1/2 weeks of working on tables i have over $400 dollars already..and thats just tips..doesnt include the paychecks..freakin a thats sweet..i should definitely have enough to move in Dec like the plan is set for..and if i dont have all the money but most of it i have means of the rest..but we'll keep that between me and my arrangement..hehe..neways..i've been so happy lately..i'm sleeping regular hours..spending more time with the baby..working an awesome job with friends..and saving loads of money..im so proud of myself and so excited to finally be back where i know i should be..back in the arms of all my closest friends who love me tons and tons..plus i have the love of my life..my little ashli..hehe..LOL..there are others that thought i was going to say there name..but we'll save that for later..LOL..neways..love you all..cant wait to see you guys again..talk to you guys later..LOVES!!
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