so theres this guy
hes cool, smart funny and hes my hero. . . . i wrote him a letter.....
anyways. jon is comign home. i am so excited, i cant wait. woot for popsicles in the kitchen. hahaha. he sounds so miserable where he is, he talked to me longer then his g/f, i felt special but hey hes like my best friend. i cant wait though, hes coming back right on time, because i am getting a job, everyone is working and we all have money for alcohol and pot. ahhhhh i am so excited. i cant wait to see him, i know he isnt doing well but we shall make it all better.
i lost weight from my drug usage. i think i am going to stop. i mean i really think i will, i am going to try hard to. there was one reason i started we all nkow what it was... but i think i really will go to detox, but there is one person i want by my side, one person i want to trust and laugh with again..... maybe they will show up for me this time....
not much more to say, oh im sorry to billy about lena and lizzie, i didnt give them your number, they called back and said they got it and i wa s like uh ok. i wasnt going to give it to you anyways. but yeah.
ohhhhhhhh and thank you to nik. he listened to me this morning wen i was on tranqus and no one else would.
xoxox to all
i am so happy
and giddy
my books almost dont too.... ahhhh
Jackie
anyways. jon is comign home. i am so excited, i cant wait. woot for popsicles in the kitchen. hahaha. he sounds so miserable where he is, he talked to me longer then his g/f, i felt special but hey hes like my best friend. i cant wait though, hes coming back right on time, because i am getting a job, everyone is working and we all have money for alcohol and pot. ahhhhh i am so excited. i cant wait to see him, i know he isnt doing well but we shall make it all better.
i lost weight from my drug usage. i think i am going to stop. i mean i really think i will, i am going to try hard to. there was one reason i started we all nkow what it was... but i think i really will go to detox, but there is one person i want by my side, one person i want to trust and laugh with again..... maybe they will show up for me this time....
not much more to say, oh im sorry to billy about lena and lizzie, i didnt give them your number, they called back and said they got it and i wa s like uh ok. i wasnt going to give it to you anyways. but yeah.
ohhhhhhhh and thank you to nik. he listened to me this morning wen i was on tranqus and no one else would.
xoxox to all
i am so happy
and giddy
my books almost dont too.... ahhhh
Jackie