Uhhhh!
Ok, Saturday Jana came over and we went to the mall with Matt. Actually I didn't know we were meeting up with Matt until after we left my house. Jana asked if I wanted to talk about what happened the other night with my mom. I didn't really feel like it considering the fact that I haven't hung out with Jana in forever. I went anyway, not expecting Matt to be there. I mean I didn't have that much of a problem with it because he's heard my problems before, but not this problem and it's kinda weird telling her something like that in front of him. I didn't really want him to know. I know it's not that big a deal, but it's personal. If I wanted him to know I'd call him up and ask to talk to him about it. I really didn't want Jana knowing about it either. She always brings up God and how that's just the devil. I'm decieved. lol I have nothing against God. I actually want to turn and go in that direction again. I just think it's funny that she tells me I'm decieved and that I'm full of the devil. It goes deeper than that. Anyways...I'm kinda lost when it comes to God. My mom can't stand me and she's so proud of Aaron. Aaron is a christian and he does good in school and he plays baseball, football, and basketball. I used to want to play basketball, but Aaron said I wouldn't make the team so there's no point in trying out soo I didn't and now that I'm not anything I'm happy I didn't try out because that just means that I'm not stuck up like him. ok well i'm goin now,cus i'm tired of typing. later