brittney got me thinking.
"I was scared to death I would die before I got to put my mark in the world. I wanted to sing on record so that even after I'm dead my voice will be heard. That way I can live forever." - steven tyler
I just decided yesterday that I'm not going back to school next semester. I think the whole year off will do me good. When I have both school and work to worry about I get really stressed, I'm not saying that doesn't happen to everyone, but what I'm saying is I need this time to calm down. I mentioned to ethan yesterday that I always have such little money in the bank. it's because i'm paying off my car, my phone bill, my car insurance, and now my fucking student loan. don't get me wrong, If i wanted to have money i could simply hang out at home all day, work, sell my car and let the money pile up. but this is what I've realized: there really is no way to have both a good amount of money and a somewhat enjoyable life at the same time. I'm alright with that for now.
back to the point. i want to enjoy life a little while I'm young. I don't want to be so busy with school and work that I forget what I really want to do. I want to be something to the rest of the world, I don't want to die knowing that in afew generations nobody will know who I ever was.
I just decided yesterday that I'm not going back to school next semester. I think the whole year off will do me good. When I have both school and work to worry about I get really stressed, I'm not saying that doesn't happen to everyone, but what I'm saying is I need this time to calm down. I mentioned to ethan yesterday that I always have such little money in the bank. it's because i'm paying off my car, my phone bill, my car insurance, and now my fucking student loan. don't get me wrong, If i wanted to have money i could simply hang out at home all day, work, sell my car and let the money pile up. but this is what I've realized: there really is no way to have both a good amount of money and a somewhat enjoyable life at the same time. I'm alright with that for now.
back to the point. i want to enjoy life a little while I'm young. I don't want to be so busy with school and work that I forget what I really want to do. I want to be something to the rest of the world, I don't want to die knowing that in afew generations nobody will know who I ever was.