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"they told you all romantic fools had died, I'm here to tell you that they lied"
The last few days have just been good. I've kind of forgot what it felt like to not be sad or miserable all the time and just to be naturally happy. I hung out with him yesterday and today until he had work. It was just really nice, I'm pretty sure he had fun and he seemed happy too. The only thing about getting happy is that it seems like anytime I am, something always goes terribly wrong. I really don't like it but I know that I've actually become afraid of happiness. I don't want it to be like that. I'm just going to feel how I feel and let it be. Being with him always brings a good feeling and I just can't help but smile when he's around.