It's a crazy world, I feel dizzy..
“I'm that girl. The girl who always gets far and comes so close, but is never good enough. I'm that girl...”
So, I'm suppose to work at 10 am tomorrow morning... awesome. I've been going to bed at about 2 and I don't even get anywhere close to sleep until about 4. I really don't know how I'm going to work eight hours tomorrow, but I'll just have to do it. At least I'll get paid time & a half because of the holiday.
I was going to take a taxi to work because there's no buses on holiday and I was kinda complaining about it and then he offered me a ride to work, of course. It's not that I was trying to do that or that I expecting him to give me a ride, but honesty, I kinda knew he would offer. After I said it I was thinking about telling him no, that I'd just take a taxi. But then I became selfish & thought well I save money & I get to see him after. Most defiantly selfish. I know he really doesn't mind at all but I just feel bad.
We were texting after I was off work & now he hasn't replied. I know he's likely still at work but maybe his phone died? Or he could just not want to talk which is understandable. It's just really hard for me not to keep texting, I'm tempted to send only one more, just to see if he got busy or if his phone died, but I don't want to annoy him. Especially if he doesn't want to talk to me. Why must boys be so confusing :S