Myspace is more addicting than an LJ
I had nearly forgot I had this thing. I have been too busy or lazy to update this thing for a long time. Last I updated was before the cruise over a month ago. Anyways the cruise kicked ass and I met some hot girls on there and shared a drink with them down in Ensenada. I got what nowadays is about as good as a phone number... their myspace accounts. I never talk to them tho. A message hear and there saying hows it going and what not. They live in Santa Barbara and since it takes over $65 to fill my tank I find its not really worth it to try to be more than casual myspace friends. I need to go on a carnival cruise instead of Royal Caribbean. From what I've been told thats the line you want to be on if you want to hook-up. Unfortunately I have to wait 4 1/2 years before i cam book a cruise because I don't want to go with family again and have them waking me up at 8 in the morning for breakfast when I got to my room at 4.
I mentioned earlier how this was my do or die semester. Well I am dying a slow painful death. Dropped my trig class again and i am about to drop english because I got lazy on a paper and when I thoroughly read the syllabus I found out that my chances of passing are very low. So, I am going to drop my english class as well and look for a late start half semester class to fill the void. I really don't know whats up with me and school now. I remember being a kid and not waiting until the last minute to do homework. i remember thinking of going on to a university and scoffing at the idea of me ending up at chaffey. I remember telling myself I would save so much money if I put in the slightest effort to transfer to a university from Chaffey. what happened. Well, turns out that nobody is psychic and can predict the future. things change, you change for better or worse and things that seemed to be enough to motivate you before fail to do so later. I know this and like i have said many times, admitting you have a a problem is the first step to recovery. unfortunately I broke my leg on that first step and have failed to take another.
I'll say it again just to put it out there even though I might not follow through. Next semester is going to be different. Screw making a schedule that will allow me to easily work, screw all other distractions. I will put some effort into school again and finally set a real goal to work for.
Well I do have news as far as work goes. Hopefully I will not have to bust my ass and break my back at work for much longer. I asked the new manager to move me to sales and since I always got along with that guy he said yes. But they need to find a replacement for me first. They are screwed if no one does my job. If you want to replace me it pays $8.60/hr. All in all its not that bad but after about 9 months of that it began to take its toll on me. I hurt my elbow, shoulder and back. Not really serious at all but enough to bother me for a while. Ha, i guess I'm not selling the job am I? Then again I have had previous injuries and was not in shape at all when i took the job. It will make you stronger though. I can easily military press a dishwasher now. Well when i move i will finally be able to properly take advantage of my bench press and other weights without fear of being sore the next day and making my day at work much harder.
Damn that was a long post. I should start updating this bitch more often.
I mentioned earlier how this was my do or die semester. Well I am dying a slow painful death. Dropped my trig class again and i am about to drop english because I got lazy on a paper and when I thoroughly read the syllabus I found out that my chances of passing are very low. So, I am going to drop my english class as well and look for a late start half semester class to fill the void. I really don't know whats up with me and school now. I remember being a kid and not waiting until the last minute to do homework. i remember thinking of going on to a university and scoffing at the idea of me ending up at chaffey. I remember telling myself I would save so much money if I put in the slightest effort to transfer to a university from Chaffey. what happened. Well, turns out that nobody is psychic and can predict the future. things change, you change for better or worse and things that seemed to be enough to motivate you before fail to do so later. I know this and like i have said many times, admitting you have a a problem is the first step to recovery. unfortunately I broke my leg on that first step and have failed to take another.
I'll say it again just to put it out there even though I might not follow through. Next semester is going to be different. Screw making a schedule that will allow me to easily work, screw all other distractions. I will put some effort into school again and finally set a real goal to work for.
Well I do have news as far as work goes. Hopefully I will not have to bust my ass and break my back at work for much longer. I asked the new manager to move me to sales and since I always got along with that guy he said yes. But they need to find a replacement for me first. They are screwed if no one does my job. If you want to replace me it pays $8.60/hr. All in all its not that bad but after about 9 months of that it began to take its toll on me. I hurt my elbow, shoulder and back. Not really serious at all but enough to bother me for a while. Ha, i guess I'm not selling the job am I? Then again I have had previous injuries and was not in shape at all when i took the job. It will make you stronger though. I can easily military press a dishwasher now. Well when i move i will finally be able to properly take advantage of my bench press and other weights without fear of being sore the next day and making my day at work much harder.
Damn that was a long post. I should start updating this bitch more often.