Oct 30, 2009 13:35
I broke up with my last b/f, Rogar, on Tuesday. Two days later I'm back with Richie. There wasn't much of a respect period... I feel bad about that, but the relationship with Rogar didn't last long and it wasn't all that involved...it wasn't really involved the way I view relationships at all.
The issue I face now is whether I should feel bad for doing what makes me happy. I don't think Rogar would be upset at the fact that I'm with someone else, but there's so much about him that I still really don't know...
I've missed Richie throughout the entire time that I wasn't with him, even with my trying to move on. I'm glad that I didn't get over him, though. I wouldn't be where I'd wanted to be since the break up.
Richie and I talked about a lot of things before it became official... yeah it was all talk during one night, but believe me, a lot can be said and meant in one night. We've already had our first little quarrel-- of course it was over something silly and that's the way our relationship goes: a lil spat that we're smiling through because we think it's funny that we disagree on something so tiny, but the more important things we're in complete agreement.
I'm happy but I'm worried about hurting Rogar, even though I know he wasn't attached to me at all.