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So things haven't really been going that great.
I'm not supposed to talk about it, for the sake of legality, but I was arrested again last Friday for possession and consumption of alcohol. I go to court tomorrow, and i'll definetely be going to juvy this weekend. Hopefully i'll get out on sunday. It's really fuckin lame.
I talked to my dad for the first time in forever, and i feel awful that the first thing he hears from me in months is that i'm getting locked up. Warms me up on the inside.
I try not to leave the house too much, 'cept to go to work and stuff. I don't really feel like being around anyone, or doing anything. I met up with Colin and Ian and Brianna today over in west davis, but i really wanted to leave. I feel bad, cause those guys are cool, but it just didn't feel right. Every time i leave the house i just want to get fucked up. I fucking hate it, and i hate myself for not being able to change my lifestyle. Maybe someday i'll get over it.
Wish me luck tomorrow, it's gonna fucking suck.
I'm not supposed to talk about it, for the sake of legality, but I was arrested again last Friday for possession and consumption of alcohol. I go to court tomorrow, and i'll definetely be going to juvy this weekend. Hopefully i'll get out on sunday. It's really fuckin lame.
I talked to my dad for the first time in forever, and i feel awful that the first thing he hears from me in months is that i'm getting locked up. Warms me up on the inside.
I try not to leave the house too much, 'cept to go to work and stuff. I don't really feel like being around anyone, or doing anything. I met up with Colin and Ian and Brianna today over in west davis, but i really wanted to leave. I feel bad, cause those guys are cool, but it just didn't feel right. Every time i leave the house i just want to get fucked up. I fucking hate it, and i hate myself for not being able to change my lifestyle. Maybe someday i'll get over it.
Wish me luck tomorrow, it's gonna fucking suck.