Year of the Slut, 2
Here's a look back at the highlights (or low) of my gay life, plus some things just worth remembering:
Most Dangerous Place For Sex-Type Stuff
A guy gave me a blowjob inside a parked jeepney. (Who owns it? We didn't know!) Just around the corner, a group of loud, drunk men guzzled hard liquor, and goddamn, they could've caught us. The neighborhood was also reputably dangerous; even the rats looked like they wanted to mug you. I'm never taking that stupid risk again.
Disappearance I Mourn Most
Gelly. It was a brief friendship. Last time I saw him, he was dead broke. He was living in this tiny shack whose landlord was about to throw him out, and he fed on one piece of bread a day, bought from the sari-sari store. He never asked money from me, but I gave him a paltry amount the last time we met. I wish I'd given him more. The last time he called, I wasn't able to answer. I couldn't contact his celphone anymore. I think maybe he sold it. I am worried shitless. I wish I could get some kind of reassurance that he's okay.
Biggest Callboy Crush
Vega. In my mind, he's like an icon now. The movie star figure. The one who's so much cooler than me that thinking about him makes me horny yet insecure. I like him, I hate him, I want to fuck him.
Biggest Celebrity Crush
Christian Vasquez.
Most Regretted "Indian" Moment
Elmer.
Best Couple, 1
Marc brought me to his friend's apartment, where we proceeded to make out on the bed beside his sleeping friend. Friend wakes up and joins in. A repeat happens a month or so later, when after boozing me up, I let them assault my body with their tongues.
Cheapest Trick
Middle-aged guy pays me 100 bucks just to take a peek at my weenie. In a public restroom, he stood beside me in the urinals and jerked off with his eyes on my dick. Easy hundred. I'm so cheap.
Best Hug
Marco.
Best Cum
A guy who calls himself Cool. All over my chest, man. Warm and plenty. I was a rag and I loved it.
Best Fantasy Come To Life
Jojo. I bought this Pinoy gay magazine two years ago because I found him sexy on the cover. Last summer, we bumped each other on the street and what I previously did only in my imagination, I did to him in the flesh.
Best New Friends of the Year
Noel, Kung Fu Guy, Vince.
Best New Gimik
Gay Bars.
Best Cruising Place
Jemma's neighborhood.
Cruising Places That Still Confound Me
Marikina and Baclaran Church.
Guys That Got Away
Richard, Mario
Guys That Got Away, Then I Forgot About
Melvin and Butch
Strangest Offer
One whole roasted chicken.
Strangest Love Triangle
A gay guy, a girl, and a future dyke.
Biggest What-If
Kid on the beach.
Best Souvenir From a Guy I Might Never See Again
A hard dick.
Best Motel Experience
By myself. No, really.
Most Frequented Motel
The cheap one in Rotonda.
Most Unwelcome Admirers
Fashionista and Marc.
Best Acting Performance
Playing Junior and Playing Drunk.
Truth in Vandalism Award
Goes to Val.
Architectural Discovery of the Year
They're old and they have sticky floors.
Best Illegal Purchase That Doesn't Involve Callboys
Bought From The Man.
Coolest New Females of the Year
Bored Rich Girl With Inner Fire, Lovely Indrawn Soul
Addiction of the Year That Doesn't Involve Sex
Livejournal
Best New Friends I Haven't Met
My livejournal friends.
Best New Words
"Karma" is the new chuva. "Relay" is what still eludes me.
Most Effective Mantra
"Magkikita pa tayo."
Quirkiest Realization
That I will someday change my mind about hickies.
Events of the Year
Coming out to three friends, separately.
Most Dangerous Place For Sex-Type Stuff
A guy gave me a blowjob inside a parked jeepney. (Who owns it? We didn't know!) Just around the corner, a group of loud, drunk men guzzled hard liquor, and goddamn, they could've caught us. The neighborhood was also reputably dangerous; even the rats looked like they wanted to mug you. I'm never taking that stupid risk again.
Disappearance I Mourn Most
Gelly. It was a brief friendship. Last time I saw him, he was dead broke. He was living in this tiny shack whose landlord was about to throw him out, and he fed on one piece of bread a day, bought from the sari-sari store. He never asked money from me, but I gave him a paltry amount the last time we met. I wish I'd given him more. The last time he called, I wasn't able to answer. I couldn't contact his celphone anymore. I think maybe he sold it. I am worried shitless. I wish I could get some kind of reassurance that he's okay.
Biggest Callboy Crush
Vega. In my mind, he's like an icon now. The movie star figure. The one who's so much cooler than me that thinking about him makes me horny yet insecure. I like him, I hate him, I want to fuck him.
Biggest Celebrity Crush
Christian Vasquez.
Most Regretted "Indian" Moment
Elmer.
Best Couple, 1
Marc brought me to his friend's apartment, where we proceeded to make out on the bed beside his sleeping friend. Friend wakes up and joins in. A repeat happens a month or so later, when after boozing me up, I let them assault my body with their tongues.
Cheapest Trick
Middle-aged guy pays me 100 bucks just to take a peek at my weenie. In a public restroom, he stood beside me in the urinals and jerked off with his eyes on my dick. Easy hundred. I'm so cheap.
Best Hug
Marco.
Best Cum
A guy who calls himself Cool. All over my chest, man. Warm and plenty. I was a rag and I loved it.
Best Fantasy Come To Life
Jojo. I bought this Pinoy gay magazine two years ago because I found him sexy on the cover. Last summer, we bumped each other on the street and what I previously did only in my imagination, I did to him in the flesh.
Best New Friends of the Year
Noel, Kung Fu Guy, Vince.
Best New Gimik
Gay Bars.
Best Cruising Place
Jemma's neighborhood.
Cruising Places That Still Confound Me
Marikina and Baclaran Church.
Guys That Got Away
Richard, Mario
Guys That Got Away, Then I Forgot About
Melvin and Butch
Strangest Offer
One whole roasted chicken.
Strangest Love Triangle
A gay guy, a girl, and a future dyke.
Biggest What-If
Kid on the beach.
Best Souvenir From a Guy I Might Never See Again
A hard dick.
Best Motel Experience
By myself. No, really.
Most Frequented Motel
The cheap one in Rotonda.
Most Unwelcome Admirers
Fashionista and Marc.
Best Acting Performance
Playing Junior and Playing Drunk.
Truth in Vandalism Award
Goes to Val.
Architectural Discovery of the Year
They're old and they have sticky floors.
Best Illegal Purchase That Doesn't Involve Callboys
Bought From The Man.
Coolest New Females of the Year
Bored Rich Girl With Inner Fire, Lovely Indrawn Soul
Addiction of the Year That Doesn't Involve Sex
Livejournal
Best New Friends I Haven't Met
My livejournal friends.
Best New Words
"Karma" is the new chuva. "Relay" is what still eludes me.
Most Effective Mantra
"Magkikita pa tayo."
Quirkiest Realization
That I will someday change my mind about hickies.
Events of the Year
Coming out to three friends, separately.