I am Not Like You Even If I am Like You

[dalumat]

A chunk of their young lives, their nights, was spent in gay chatrooms looking for the next big hook-up. To me, it seems like a way of growing up. They addressed, managed, satisfied their sexuality by joining a community, night after night, meeting people, making friends, finding sex. They got themselves out there. Maybe if they did it at 35, I'd

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[direk]

Do you still go online/invisible on ym?

[dalumat]

don't have ym anymore. need to download.

[gamhanan]

hey, no need to download. go here -> http://www15.meebo.com/

Kindred

[blurred_clarity]

I never had any gay friends in HS nor in college. When I started working, I met some gay folks around the workplace, had flings with a couple of them, and I met some gay folks too outside work but have never really hang out with them that can define a budding friendship. My other housemate is gay who has a boyfriend, both of whom I go out with sometimes but that's just it. I deal with my own gay life. I date people without the housemate's knowledge or moreso him knowing I bring boys at home from time to time. I deal with my own heartaches and frustrations in this so-called gay life. Sometimes I feel lonely, but never sad. My girlfriends are usually there to listen to my latest escapades or dates or whathaveyou and sometimes the loneliness keeps on increasing on every story I tell them. They squirm, they laugh at my absurdity, they give sad looks on their faces, and they sometimes just listen to my stories without any reaction, perhaps bored. I dont know why Im telling this but somehow I can relate to your story. If you dont feel

Re: Kindred

[dalumat]

oh i do feel lonely many times. it's not always a sad feeling; sometimes it's a peaceful feeling.

let's hug. *hug*

where's that quote from?

Re: Kindred

[blurred_clarity]

alanis morissette, kiddo. ALL I REALLY WANT is the title methinks, if I am not mistaken.

*hugz*

[bodiddley]

hahaha berks nga tayo! i couldn't stand chatrooms myself.

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you think whannie is gay? or is he just inherently puny?

[bodiddley]

well, he's small isn't he? oh, i didn't mean that! good lord, no.

well, he just looks badingin, that's all.

[gamhanan]

come to think of it, i don't have gay friends. well, i have one, but he's out of the country right now.

is it possible to revel in loneliness or being alone? because i do.

inter.m@tes -> i keel you! i'm too young to die!

[dalumat]

is it possible to revel in loneliness or being alone? because i do.

i do too. not all the time, but i do.

was that a quote from intermates? i don't remember.

[gamhanan]

haha. yes, it's from the movie. naalala ko pa talaga yung movie, both for it being horrible and for the story. i actually think maganda yung kwento nya :D

[lighthouse_hero]

:)