My pleasure causes pain
Why does happyness bring pain...and why does love cause pain....why does love hurt someone so much when so much has been gained and shared...love brings joy and sorrow...It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all....when someone breaks your heart it may cause you to never trust again...or it may make you never want to give your heart to anyone again...or give your love to anone again...but someday someone will come along and love will come again...weather you want it to or not....love always finds a way to come back.........im sorry this entry was so depressing...but someone does not wish me to be happy....i do something so i can be free and happy again...and then i am hated.....i am said to have ripped out his heart.....and then i was asked why didnt i just kill him.....if joy and happiness cant be enjoyed then what is the point in living....when in pain there is not enjoyment...but then when in joy you are put in such misery its just like you are in pain again...i see no reason for life and love if this is the way life should be...i see depresion in my future...because the one thing i did to make myself happy and free only cause pain.....my life is failure...i shouldnt even try anymore if my happiness causes other people pain which in the end only causes me more pain......................................why is life so difficult....and why is love so hard................