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It's not going to happen. I just need to lose all hope now. If I didn't want it so much, it wouldn't hurt so bad. I just keep thinking that tonight isn't really going to happen. I know something will mess up all of our plans. Or are they just my plans? I just keep telling myself it won't happen, it won't work out...over and over and over and over.
Don'tforceitdon'tforceitdon'tforceit
You were almost the best thing that ever happened to me. I still want you to be the best thing that ever happened to me. I want to be the one who makes you smile.
I want to make you see everything you could be...and everything you already are.
And I'm scared out of my mind. But it may just be the best scared feeling ever.
<3
Don'tforceitdon'tforceitdon'tforceit
You were almost the best thing that ever happened to me. I still want you to be the best thing that ever happened to me. I want to be the one who makes you smile.
I want to make you see everything you could be...and everything you already are.
And I'm scared out of my mind. But it may just be the best scared feeling ever.
<3