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Came home...went straight to my laptop....Just wanted to write the story. Just wanted to remember...and turn it into something beautiful...just wanted to live in the memory of it. He said he was going to bed so I said ok and left the room....he was mad bc I wasn't giving him any attention...we started arguing....AGAIN...he was driving me insane...I couldn't take it anymore...I fell onto the floor...collapsed is more like it....he kept screaming...I just kept crying...I wanted to tell him...NO...I wanted to scream it in his face. The truth...that I don't love him anymore....cause he keeps hurting me. Tell him who I love...who I really love...who I have always loved. But what is the point. The one I love doesn't love me...he never has and he never will.