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I'm at work. I don't know why I've developed such a bad social anxiety. I don't know why my illnesses seem to get worse instead of better over time. I'm at work. Someone comes in...they say, "hi how are you? hows the baby? why so serious? I barely utter an answer and I feel my face quivering...attempting to come up with a polite smile but it just comes out as a quiver in my face. I don't know what I'm so anxious about...I don't think I'm shy...I'm not really afraid of people...so just cause they're not my cup of tea I can't be nice? what is wrong with me?